girlhappy
War Child
Julie says:John, i am getting nowhere, hope to get somewhere someday,and hope to get some employment someday too.
As for the song I fall down , this song and few others literally keep me going. I fall down is like ...it was written for me. I feel so much closeness to early Bono right now, because, i am out of control, i want to get up when i wake up, but when i wake up i fall down, i have lost someone, and the only thing that makes difference is:I dont have "Ali". Instead, i am in love with a friend and he is gay (even though sometimes he is acting like he is my boyfreind).I was standing next to him yesterday and thought: damn, i really love this boy,and why cant i be with him? We have this kinda soulmates connection, and we were walking through the beautiful forest, i was talking to him all the time like: John i am getting nowhere, and he accepted and he is not u2 fan. I know it all sounds really confused, as i am. I shouldnt meet him, but i was deperate beacuse of the tragic loss. So i have turned to him for help.And i knew, there is a danger to renew these deep feelings for him.And it all came back to me, like a boomerang.
Tiny dancer, i need your help, i still have a hard time.
I have 2 nightmares and i am so exhausted. I feel like a zombie. But i cant get enough of sleep, because of all that shit in my life right now, and I NEED NEW DREAMS TONIGHT. I really dont understand why is life so cruel?One sadness is not enough, i cant find any comfort anywhere. The only comfort i have:Electric Co,Twilight, An cat dubh, I fall down.
As for the song I fall down , this song and few others literally keep me going. I fall down is like ...it was written for me. I feel so much closeness to early Bono right now, because, i am out of control, i want to get up when i wake up, but when i wake up i fall down, i have lost someone, and the only thing that makes difference is:I dont have "Ali". Instead, i am in love with a friend and he is gay (even though sometimes he is acting like he is my boyfreind).I was standing next to him yesterday and thought: damn, i really love this boy,and why cant i be with him? We have this kinda soulmates connection, and we were walking through the beautiful forest, i was talking to him all the time like: John i am getting nowhere, and he accepted and he is not u2 fan. I know it all sounds really confused, as i am. I shouldnt meet him, but i was deperate beacuse of the tragic loss. So i have turned to him for help.And i knew, there is a danger to renew these deep feelings for him.And it all came back to me, like a boomerang.
Tiny dancer, i need your help, i still have a hard time.
I have 2 nightmares and i am so exhausted. I feel like a zombie. But i cant get enough of sleep, because of all that shit in my life right now, and I NEED NEW DREAMS TONIGHT. I really dont understand why is life so cruel?One sadness is not enough, i cant find any comfort anywhere. The only comfort i have:Electric Co,Twilight, An cat dubh, I fall down.