I did something I can't talk about...

[Screwtape2]

I'm here you guys. Yes, I tried suicide and failed. More than once. It must not be my time yet. I miss you guys and wish i could hug you each for the support you've give me,

I hope things turn around for you. Your life is precious. Never forget that. Good luck and stay safe.

 

[Lila64]

 

[U2Fanatic4ever]

yes... we all love ya molly! mucho and ray: to you!!!

 

[Cin]

Oh Molly, it's such a relief to hear from you.

Don't ever do that to us again


Really hope you're getting the help you need

 

[U2Girl416]

what a relief to hear from you Molly. we're all rooting for you.

 

[Galeongirl]

welcome back to us Molly, please stay!

 

[JezSnape]

Oh god, it's so good to hear from you

I haven't been sending you PMs or mails, but know that if you ever feel like talking, you can always mail me or PM me.

I've been really worried about you, my imagination has been running wild, so it's good to know you're alive

 

[love2bmama]

Molly, missed you much I am so freakin relieved that your okay. If you ever, ever need an unbiased chat, just pm me for my phone number.

Do you see how everyone started freaking out when we didn't hear from you? I do hope your ok, and can work through whatever feelings are hurting you.

you can bet I sure did notice that, JC! It really makes me feel good, kinda teary but good. I am blessed to have friends like you, and will share my contact into with someone so they can track me down should I ever "disappear" again.

I'm sorry to worry you guys, as well as my IFL friends and family. I wish I knew why I do it and why I did it but I just don't, and I don't know if I can promise not to try again. Anyway, for everyone

 

[JCOSTER]

Anytime my friend.

The world is beautiful, so please don't leave it.

 

[dazzledbylight]

wow i didn't know this had gone on SO EARLY in the month [Aug]
I'm SO VERY, VERY *GLAD* you are still with us.
just keep talking, writing, crying when you need to.

You bring us such fun & caring.
{tho sometimes that's not even enough for a person at such a cul-de-sac of pain}

there was/is a song fragment {among several fuller length of songs/writenstuff poems/prose} - I've used when i start to turn down much darker roads [almost as dark as yours] ......besides other types of self-talk & helpfrom others etc in yrs past.....

"....stick around for joy..."

 

[kellyahern]

you can bet I sure did notice that, JC! It really makes me feel good, kinda teary but good. I am blessed to have friends like you, and will share my contact into with someone so they can track me down should I ever "disappear" again.

I'm sorry to worry you guys, as well as my IFL friends and family. I wish I knew why I do it and why I did it but I just don't, and I don't know if I can promise not to try again. Anyway, for everyone

Please contact someone that can help you:

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/help/default.aspx

http://www.webmd.com/depression/guide/depression_support_resources