Mrs. Edge
Bono's Belly Dancing Friend
I think I may be going .
The obsession with my eating is getting worse. I am CONSTANTLY monitoring everything that goes in my mouth, and how it will affect my carb/fat/protein ratio, and will it be enough for X amount of exercise, and what my weekly average of calories is, etc etc. I keep scouring the net for more nutritional information.
I was on a great track, having lost 6.5lbs, but now I've gained 2 back for NO good reason. So as I was walking to work fuming about this, suddenly, who should barge into my head, but Dr. Phil!! I have maybe watched one of his shows in my entire life!
Dr. Phil: You know, you can't keep measuring your effectiveness as a person by numbers. You can't be "good" when the numbers go down and "bad" when they go up. You are who you are. You are not a number.
Me: Yeah yeah...
D.P.: Are you a good friend, and do you love people and have them love you back
Me: Yeah, but that's not the point. The point is that there is something WRONG WITH ME! I NEED to get back to my February weight, if I can't I am a total failure. I can't understand what's going on!
D.P.: You need to get rid of the scale and stop obsessing. There are so many more productive things you could be doing. I mean LOOK AT YOU! You are sitting in the office with tears in your eyes, because of what might just be water weight!!!!
Me: (understanding mentally, but not actually absorbing this enough to believe it) Whatever.....
The obsession with my eating is getting worse. I am CONSTANTLY monitoring everything that goes in my mouth, and how it will affect my carb/fat/protein ratio, and will it be enough for X amount of exercise, and what my weekly average of calories is, etc etc. I keep scouring the net for more nutritional information.
I was on a great track, having lost 6.5lbs, but now I've gained 2 back for NO good reason. So as I was walking to work fuming about this, suddenly, who should barge into my head, but Dr. Phil!! I have maybe watched one of his shows in my entire life!
Dr. Phil: You know, you can't keep measuring your effectiveness as a person by numbers. You can't be "good" when the numbers go down and "bad" when they go up. You are who you are. You are not a number.
Me: Yeah yeah...
D.P.: Are you a good friend, and do you love people and have them love you back
Me: Yeah, but that's not the point. The point is that there is something WRONG WITH ME! I NEED to get back to my February weight, if I can't I am a total failure. I can't understand what's going on!
D.P.: You need to get rid of the scale and stop obsessing. There are so many more productive things you could be doing. I mean LOOK AT YOU! You are sitting in the office with tears in your eyes, because of what might just be water weight!!!!
Me: (understanding mentally, but not actually absorbing this enough to believe it) Whatever.....
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