lucky charms
War Child
- Joined
- Nov 28, 2003
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- 570
I went home last night, the first time after putting down kitty yesterday morning. The thought of him never coming back there. It is such a strange feeling. The silence is rather loud. You walk around going from room to room looking for what exactly, I have no idea. I dont know, it is just wierd and Im not quite sure how to go about this whole thing. Family members, friends Ive lost, but none that I actually lived with in the moment of their passing, none that I saw every morning and every evening. When my mom died, I had my own family to take care of and was removed from her in a way. When you did enter into that environment of going to the house after she died, it was filled with family coping together. There was crying, sharing rememberance, accepting visitors with condolences, etc. You dont really have the time alone to think about it. But with our family pet gone, there really isnt anyone in immediate house that can cope with the loss. It is rather strange and dont quite know how to deal with it exactly. Just real quiet.