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Rock n' Roll Doggie ALL ACCESS
by the way... that would be ME... 
why, you ask?
Let me tell you...
I was this week at the beach, squeezing the last of summer...
One day, with my mom and aunt decided to go to the casino. My dad said to us that we had to go all dressed up, really nice. So, I wore my Prom suit
. But a lot of people said to me that we didn't have to go all dressed up, we could go nice, not trashy, nice (I mean, it's a casino). We could go normal.
We arrived there and looking inside, I saw a lot of people wearing "normal" clothes, so I begged and begged to my mom to go change to the car (I had my jeans and tennis there). She kept saying no. Anyway, we were about to enter when we see that we could have park the car a lot closer to the entrance, so my mom tells me to go change and move the car. I went happy. (I had my driver license handed to me like 3 days ago). I got in the car (an automatic), got the car on reverse and starting to go back. I tried to brake, but I couldn't feel the brake because of those f***ing shoes, I got all nervous, somehow pressed the gas and CRASHHHHHHHHHH..... I hit a big trash can (those that trucks lift and unload) and broke the back windshield. I was so embarrased. I ran and told to my mom. She tried to calm things down and finally decided to go to the casino underground parking lot, park the car there and go to the casino anyway. I was really depressed.
That's part 1
now... the horrible, horrible part 2
We were playing at the casino (we kinda got back all the money, between my aunt winning at the machines and myself at the roulette). I was walking all over the place, looking at games, that kinda stuff. Then, a girl asks me if I work there. I, politely said no. (because after the crash, I didn't want to change cloth). I kept on looking around when I saw that girl... well... actually... I saw her sister... and she looked at me. In 2 hours, we had eye contact like 4 or 5 times... I mean, long contact.. like 4 seconds or so.
Anyway, I wanted to talk to her or something, she was too preety, her eyes were powerfull and sad at the same time. Her body... nice... everything in it's place.
We stopped playing roulette and decided to go. I wanted to talk to her, but I was too nervous. We were at the gates of the elevator and flipped a coin... I got heads... I was going to talk to her. I told my mom and aunt to wait for me on the car.
So, I started to walk down that aisle, approach the roullete, and there was she, at the game next to the roullette (the dice one). I was going there when we (once again) looked at each others eyes. I was near her, but... I was frozen, I have never done this in my life, every girld that I've ever liked were all classmates... I frozed. Suddenly, she and her family were to the cashier, collect their prize, and started to leave... (the other side, of course it couldn't be my side, that would have been easier). They were leaving... I was behind them... she was leaving... I had chickened out. I flipped once more... tails... I quit.
There you have it. The first part... that's an anecdote, but the 2nd part... I had trouble sleeping (this happened last night). I can?t believe I'm such a wuss, I have no ego or self-confidence. I don't trust myself... all I was seeing was me being rejected or something... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 
Sometimes I hate myself... I've been so depressed all day... I had to share it with you, guys. Sorry for the long post...
BTW: why did she made such an impression on me in so little time?
(this is another confession) Usually (like all men do), when I look at women, i think sex... well... the girls I like, I don't do that. She was a random girl that got me NOT to think of her sexually, but on a much higher level... like all girls I've liked.
What do you think?
why, you ask?
Let me tell you...
I was this week at the beach, squeezing the last of summer...
One day, with my mom and aunt decided to go to the casino. My dad said to us that we had to go all dressed up, really nice. So, I wore my Prom suit
. But a lot of people said to me that we didn't have to go all dressed up, we could go nice, not trashy, nice (I mean, it's a casino). We could go normal.We arrived there and looking inside, I saw a lot of people wearing "normal" clothes, so I begged and begged to my mom to go change to the car (I had my jeans and tennis there). She kept saying no. Anyway, we were about to enter when we see that we could have park the car a lot closer to the entrance, so my mom tells me to go change and move the car. I went happy. (I had my driver license handed to me like 3 days ago). I got in the car (an automatic), got the car on reverse and starting to go back. I tried to brake, but I couldn't feel the brake because of those f***ing shoes, I got all nervous, somehow pressed the gas and CRASHHHHHHHHHH..... I hit a big trash can (those that trucks lift and unload) and broke the back windshield. I was so embarrased. I ran and told to my mom. She tried to calm things down and finally decided to go to the casino underground parking lot, park the car there and go to the casino anyway. I was really depressed.
That's part 1
now... the horrible, horrible part 2
We were playing at the casino (we kinda got back all the money, between my aunt winning at the machines and myself at the roulette). I was walking all over the place, looking at games, that kinda stuff. Then, a girl asks me if I work there. I, politely said no. (because after the crash, I didn't want to change cloth). I kept on looking around when I saw that girl... well... actually... I saw her sister... and she looked at me. In 2 hours, we had eye contact like 4 or 5 times... I mean, long contact.. like 4 seconds or so.
Anyway, I wanted to talk to her or something, she was too preety, her eyes were powerfull and sad at the same time. Her body... nice... everything in it's place
.We stopped playing roulette and decided to go. I wanted to talk to her, but I was too nervous. We were at the gates of the elevator and flipped a coin... I got heads... I was going to talk to her. I told my mom and aunt to wait for me on the car.
So, I started to walk down that aisle, approach the roullete, and there was she, at the game next to the roullette (the dice one). I was going there when we (once again) looked at each others eyes. I was near her, but... I was frozen, I have never done this in my life, every girld that I've ever liked were all classmates... I frozed. Suddenly, she and her family were to the cashier, collect their prize, and started to leave... (the other side, of course it couldn't be my side, that would have been easier). They were leaving... I was behind them... she was leaving... I had chickened out. I flipped once more... tails... I quit.
There you have it. The first part... that's an anecdote, but the 2nd part... I had trouble sleeping (this happened last night). I can?t believe I'm such a wuss, I have no ego or self-confidence. I don't trust myself... all I was seeing was me being rejected or something... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Sometimes I hate myself... I've been so depressed all day... I had to share it with you, guys. Sorry for the long post...
BTW: why did she made such an impression on me in so little time?
(this is another confession) Usually (like all men do), when I look at women, i think sex... well... the girls I like, I don't do that. She was a random girl that got me NOT to think of her sexually, but on a much higher level... like all girls I've liked.
What do you think?
oh but I do!
