I think your last post is fine, actually. Yes, there are different sides to people at different times, and everything impacts you.
You know, that reminds me of one of my new beliefs:
every single action you take, etc, is a reflection of who you are, in your soul....
but that is a complicated thing to explain. What you mentioned in your post, though, is related but sort of the opposite. No less true, though. Environment, experiences, relationships, incidents, events..... they all play on your psychology, and who you are. You, as a person, is always changing and growing. That is the way of life, I feel.
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Savage Garden!
Wow, honestly.... I had no idea who they were. But then I heard their songs, with the names, and rememered them from when I was younger.
I found out that I like a lot of their songs. Most of them.
They are really sweet, and raw, and I can relate. That's how I want my love to be.
"I think I loved you before I met you", etc.
"truly madly deeply"
I found their songs online, and was like
wow, what an interesting name, Savage Garden. Kinda ironic, oxymoron like.
But I played the songs, and then I was like - "Hey, I remember those!!"
so yeah, I like their music.
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Speaking of music, my favorite song has been in my head all day.
PRIDE.
The drums during the chorus....... there are 13 strikes, hits on the drums.... and i'd been drumming my fingers on everything all day.
I guess I'm that way - when I find something I really love, I make it a part of me like that. I know that sonds corny, or kind of bullsh*ty, but I actually mean it. I don't think I will ever not like this song, because it is more than a song to me
I could bask in it, talk about it all day long...... but I will spare you it. I'm tempted to put my signature image back up, with the sword and PRIDE lyrics, but..... I like my new signature too, so it's difficult....
I wish I could have both
hmm//////////////
now I'm scheming........