For Honor
Rock n' Roll Doggie VIP PASS
don't want?
I just had to narrowly escape a date to watching the summer stars at night with a really good girl...
Something is wrong with me...?
perhaps....
It was the "we'll do it as friends thing"
And.... I just didn't feel comfortable doing that with her, because that's defintily a highly romantic thing ...... at least in my opinion
But honestly, I just didn't feel that way about her.
(in fact, I can only really picture myself with one person like that, and it would be so odd to do it with someone else....)
....but I am thusly distanced from everyone.....
even if it was done just as friends.......
It's just so hard, because I didn't want to .... lead her on... but.... she kept on persuing anyway.... and now,..... I don't want to seem like a jerk.....
But it would just be.... not right for me.
And for something like that, everyone deserves someone who really wants to be there with them. That's what I would want.
But who knows. "everyday is one step closer to the next"... *sigh*
I don't like dissapointing someone, but I figure it's better to cut it off at the bud.
....I hope she doesn't take it personally though...
I just had to narrowly escape a date to watching the summer stars at night with a really good girl...
Something is wrong with me...?
perhaps....
It was the "we'll do it as friends thing"
And.... I just didn't feel comfortable doing that with her, because that's defintily a highly romantic thing ...... at least in my opinion
But honestly, I just didn't feel that way about her.
(in fact, I can only really picture myself with one person like that, and it would be so odd to do it with someone else....)
....but I am thusly distanced from everyone.....
even if it was done just as friends.......
It's just so hard, because I didn't want to .... lead her on... but.... she kept on persuing anyway.... and now,..... I don't want to seem like a jerk.....
But it would just be.... not right for me.
And for something like that, everyone deserves someone who really wants to be there with them. That's what I would want.
But who knows. "everyday is one step closer to the next"... *sigh*
I don't like dissapointing someone, but I figure it's better to cut it off at the bud.
....I hope she doesn't take it personally though...