U2bpbear24
War Child
I feel selfish right now...
my dad passed away when I was 16 (im now 19) and 2 days ago a good friend's dad passed away due to a bad accident. The wake is tomorrow night and the funeral is Sat. morning. Ever since my Dad died it has been really difficult to go to a wake/funeral let alone even talking about one. I feel really selfish and crappy for not wanting to go to my friend's dad's wake because I think it will bring back too many bad memories....But i should go being that my friend's Dad was a really cool guy, and I should go out of respect.... I guess im just scared that it will be too much for me...and now im getting down on myself for being selfish and not wanting to go. I should just go to the wake tomorrow and suck it up, move on with my life....right?
gah, im torn.
my dad passed away when I was 16 (im now 19) and 2 days ago a good friend's dad passed away due to a bad accident. The wake is tomorrow night and the funeral is Sat. morning. Ever since my Dad died it has been really difficult to go to a wake/funeral let alone even talking about one. I feel really selfish and crappy for not wanting to go to my friend's dad's wake because I think it will bring back too many bad memories....But i should go being that my friend's Dad was a really cool guy, and I should go out of respect.... I guess im just scared that it will be too much for me...and now im getting down on myself for being selfish and not wanting to go. I should just go to the wake tomorrow and suck it up, move on with my life....right?
gah, im torn.