yeah I think I'm gonna actually post something more indepth here... gotta get some things off my chest...
1. Stop hugging me, especially from behind. It really creeps me out; I don't like hugs from you. I don't even like talking to you much. Notice how I never try to hug you back or start a conversation with you. I might not be bothered so much if I thought you legitimately liked me or something, but I know you hit on every girl. Which is quite unfortunate for them.
2. Don't you realize that you're just as bad as your sister? I don't even know which of you to believe. To be honest, I take everything you say with a grain of salt.
3. There are some things I don't think you understand. Don't try and tell me how I feel about him. I know how I feel. I do appreciate your advice and respect your opinions, but I don't always agree with you.
4. I like you and I wouldn't mind messing around. It wouldn't have to be a serious, committed relationship.
5. I don't even know what to think about you. I don't hate you and you haven't done anything to me exactly, but I hate the way you're so flirty with every guy, and I think you were a bitch to him, but at the same time I don't think you were totally in the wrong. You can't help the way you feel, and I feel bad because everyone else seems to be leaving you. I wish that whole thing hadn't happened, and I know you think you did nothing wrong, but I don't think that's completely true. I don't even know what to think about it, but I can't quite view you the same way anymore.
6. You're so fake. I'm glad you like me, but I think your favoritism is bullshit, and I think your genetics and arrogance spiel is bullshit, and you really should quit smoking. In fact, you should have quit like 40 years ago.
7. I am happy for you, but admittingly a bit jealous, though I don't like you that way. I just wish I had what you have, even if it is ridiculously lovey dovey.
8. I think you're an idiot and I'm glad we never hooked up. Enjoy your techno music.
9. I'm hesistant to believe half of what you say. Furthermore, I really don't think you deserve him. You're lucky he loves you. You're so lucky, but do you even realize it? It seems like you take him for granted. I guess you've just gotten used to each other. I just wish you weren't such a bitch to him sometimes. Do you know what I'd give to be in your place?
10. I love you. You have no idea how much I love you. I'm sure if you could get into my head you'd never talk to me again because you'd think I'm insane and obsessed with you. I guess I am. I don't even know. I love you so much and the idea of going away from you terrifies me. I know it's stupid. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. I still feel guilty even though I guess I technically didn't do anything wrong. I hate that I haven't gotten over it. I feel like a dumb little kid with a stupid crush. But I promise I just want you to be happy. So I won't say anything about it anymore. I don't know if you even care. Sometimes I feel like maybe I'm just an annoyance to you. But that's okay. I'll always be here if you need anything, anything at all. Always.
wow...that felt...good...sort of... I don't know
this thread is something else!