Well....the supposed day is here. It's a good thing I'm not worried (still) because I knew that the apocalypse wouldn't happen...I think .

Besides...I'm still worried about my father more than the hoopla over today. Thank god I'm not the one going to the stores to get stuff today.

I do have to say that 2012 was an ok year for me...nothing too crappy happend. Just the usual .

Have a very Merry Christmas and a roaring fun New Year's! ...

and still love our boys

But I'm excited about Halloween this year! I just hope I can get my friends to hang out with me this year.

I only saw one of them for a bit on my birthday so far this year and that is not right! I know they they have their own lives and I don't want to incroach on that...but damnit...when are going to have a gettogether?!

Sorry for the rant

I know my dad wanted to go to a Barnes and Noble (the one we usually go to is at a mall) today to relax....but I just didn't feel up to it today (literally! I felt a bit sick and very tired). Yea...I didn't give him any advance warning...but he wanted this more than I did.

But I wish he would understand that we save $4 on bus fare and he wouldn't be tempted to actually buy a book.

Also...I'm very busy this week. Yesterday I had a hearing to go too, Tomorrow I have...

Okay. So this is my bigger personal problem. I'm having trouble with my best friend. Let me start from the beginning.

I became friends with this girl (who I'll call "A") last year, after going through middle school without any friends. We became friends because she's a fun-loving, musical lunatic, and that just fit with my personality. I also thought she was a quiet introvert at first- ha, little did I know! Anyway, we grew really close as the year went on. It was only until...