thrillme
Refugee
I know I know, I've heard all the n"ays" about relationships that start off online, but I'm not much club person, kinda a homebody anyway, so going out to find a date in a more traditional way, it just wasn't meant to happen for me that way I guess.
I'm in a long distance relationship but a lot people don't seem to take those seriously. I've gone to see this guy 3 times, but it's like because I'm not in a constant, physical relationship, some make it feel like it's not real.
My mom, she supports me, but she's not in a position to tell me not to follow my heart because she did that herself. She asks how can I really know this guy, aside from the emailing, chatting, phone calls for 3 1/2 years. The 3 times I've gone to see him.
Well how can I know a person?
There was this other guy I liked, for 8 years in school. I thought I knew him, 8 years I had talked to him, hung out with him, met his parents, his brother. He went into the military, kinda lost touch but we talked on the phone every once in while. He called me up about 3 months ago, small talk, at first, but then tells me he's gay.
8 years, I thought I knew this guy, and I DID hang out with him personally, real life ye know. So honestly, I don't know anyone other than what they tell me, or what I see. I'm in a sort of secret relationship, I'm kinda vague about it if someone asks if I have a boyfriend. I always say yes, I do, but don't really mention the long distance part or much else.
I did tell my manager, she's a couple years older than me, but she was understanding because the guy she is dating, they started off being in a long distance relationship. She's the only one I've told about the long distance part, aside from my mother and sister.
The guy I'm in love with now, going on 3 1/2 years.
My sister is cool with it but I don't feel she takes it seriously. My brothers don't really know, but they're 18 and 19 live with their dad so I don't really see them as much anymore.
No one else knows I'm in love with someone. I just want to up and move away to be with this guy. The rest of my family will be very angry with me if I do go.
I just feel guilty, I wouldn't be abandoning my family, I'd be moving on and living my own life. It's not like I'd never see anyone, or not come back to visit.
I'm in a long distance relationship but a lot people don't seem to take those seriously. I've gone to see this guy 3 times, but it's like because I'm not in a constant, physical relationship, some make it feel like it's not real.
My mom, she supports me, but she's not in a position to tell me not to follow my heart because she did that herself. She asks how can I really know this guy, aside from the emailing, chatting, phone calls for 3 1/2 years. The 3 times I've gone to see him.
Well how can I know a person?
There was this other guy I liked, for 8 years in school. I thought I knew him, 8 years I had talked to him, hung out with him, met his parents, his brother. He went into the military, kinda lost touch but we talked on the phone every once in while. He called me up about 3 months ago, small talk, at first, but then tells me he's gay.
8 years, I thought I knew this guy, and I DID hang out with him personally, real life ye know. So honestly, I don't know anyone other than what they tell me, or what I see. I'm in a sort of secret relationship, I'm kinda vague about it if someone asks if I have a boyfriend. I always say yes, I do, but don't really mention the long distance part or much else.
I did tell my manager, she's a couple years older than me, but she was understanding because the guy she is dating, they started off being in a long distance relationship. She's the only one I've told about the long distance part, aside from my mother and sister.
The guy I'm in love with now, going on 3 1/2 years.
My sister is cool with it but I don't feel she takes it seriously. My brothers don't really know, but they're 18 and 19 live with their dad so I don't really see them as much anymore.
No one else knows I'm in love with someone. I just want to up and move away to be with this guy. The rest of my family will be very angry with me if I do go.
I just feel guilty, I wouldn't be abandoning my family, I'd be moving on and living my own life. It's not like I'd never see anyone, or not come back to visit.