My mind is a freak, how can I think. I have ADD. I went to a school for kids with learning disabilities, my former teachers thought of me as a dummy, people here, people there people everywhere think of me as a dummy in someway. I was young and dumb blamming god for my disfunction, putting a knife to my chest hoping I go real quick, tears build up inside me, I cant do it, I confide in my mother and ask her why does god hate me, is it ok to hate god for my disability. I ask mom if she has ever hated god, she said once, when he took your cousin away from us, she said everything will be ok Honey, believe in your self because god does. I feel good but not great in humanity, I am sorry I am not as smart as the rest of thee.
Please forgive me for what I have said in previous threads. I wish sometimes God would make this world end. I ask for forgivness from a man with a disability my mentality to comprehend.
Please forgive me for what I have said in previous threads. I wish sometimes God would make this world end. I ask for forgivness from a man with a disability my mentality to comprehend.
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