I have not been online in 2 weeks, and not been in here for close to a month, so I'm just seeing this now.
ANOTHER? Who was the first person?
As someone who is STILL grappling with my mother's very unexpected and unconventional exit from this terrestrial plane, (she hung herself on Oct 29, in case you FYM folks have forgotten) Dread, (Matt), I feel your pain. You are truly in my prayers.
I was waiting for the holidays to be over and I am still dealing with a lot of family crap. My ex-stepfather has done a very good job of tearing our family apart, turning members of my family against each other, compounding my problems. Instead of banding together for solace, we are turning against each other, and I am caught in the middle. I have had to work up the courage to sever all ties with him completely and find a way to keep in contact with my kid sister, (he spies on all her mail and phone calls, lucky he had already given me her cell number.) Any sense of healing or recovery at this point, as a result, is still impossible. If anything, I feel even more alone then I did after the funeral.A t least then, I had a family giving me support. Now that bastard has almost destroyed everything. And he KILLED Mom as sure as shot her...There have been many days lately I have not spoken to family, friend or ANYONE online, on the phone, or otherwise. I certainly lost track of the tour, and didn;t even look at any news.
I wish, Diamond, you could give me his #, but that's inapprpriate to ask, I know....
Dread, mail me.
Spindle40@hotmail.com .
I am slowly coming back into the swing of things. Better yet, call me. My # is: That's a home phone, NOT a cell. (which I don't have.) Best times to reach me are after 9:30 PM every night, or if you are not a night owl. after 7 on Wednesdays.
My work # is and that is between 10-5 on weekdays except Weds.
I know it's futile at this point to utter meaningless phrases like "I'm sorry" "If there's anything I can do" etc ad nauseum etc. People say that b/c they don't know what TO do. They're strangers. But as someone still dealing with the recent loss of a loved one, I can imagine your pain..and sometimes I feel like nothing helps. Not even Bible study. Healing will take along time, but it will come, I know. You don't sound like the crying on shoulder type, but hey, I"m here.
God bless you.
~T~
*Phone numbers edited by Sicy