It's Officially Paranoid

[Angel]

I tell you... I am so paranoid, neurotic whatever you want to call me. I worry about everything. I worry when I don't hear from people, because that automatically means they hate me. I know this is all really stupid... but I have a real hard time trusting people.
I like someone who lives very far away... and it's driving me nuts.
My paranoia will soon drive my friends away if I don't focus on something else. I can't sleep. I can't relax... I worry worry worry worry.

 

[Sicy]

Yeah I get like that too. I have a problem with assuming things.

 

[MissVelvetDress_75]

i do that too. it annoys the hell out of me because i know deep down inside that there is nothing wrong, but i still manage to turn myself into a basketcase.

 

[Screaming Flower]

welcome to my world.

 

[Salome]

I could tell how I feel about all of you but I'll just let you guess

 

[meegannie]

That's me everyday too.

 

[daisybean]

I worry a lot too, but when I start worrying myself into nausea and headaches, I kinda take a step back and take a deep breath and try to chill. Like when I called out last week from work, I was so nervous that they were gonna fire me or I was gonna get in trouble. It got so bad that the next time I worked I was physically sick before work. Then once I got to work and it was basically a non issue I was okay.

 

[HelloAngel]

count me in too.



<- me

 

[LarryMullen's POPAngel]

flower where the hell is the evil barbie head

i do that too. it annoys the hell out of me because i know deep down inside that there is nothing wrong, but i still manage to turn myself into a basketcase.

 

[HelloAngel]

my problem is that i think everything that could possibly go wrong will go wrong and will happen to such an extent that i can't ever relax bc i'm so busy fool-proofing my everything.

 

[Angel]

My neighbour just popped by to see if I wanted to borrow some movies he watched yesterday... instead of thinking it's a nice gesture... I get all paranoid. I had invited him to watch a movie with me last night and he said he was busy.
I am waaaay too paranoid.
Sometimes I feel like no one likes me. BUT I also know that that's not true.
Paranoid paranoid paranoid.

 

[Bonochick]

If people don't answer my PM's, but I see that they have been read, I get really paranoid that they are mad to me.

April already knows that though.

 

[BAW]

I am the queen when it comes to making assumptions.

They read my PM but didn't answer...I'm so lame

I didn't get an answer to my email...they don't want to hear from me

I replied to a thread and it died...they hate me

I can drive myself completely crazy worrying about these things. I know none of it is true and I have so many friends who really like me so I don't know why I feel like this. I think this silly thinking may have already affected a friendship..I hope not but I can be really hard to deal with sometimes.

At least I know now I'm not the only who feels this way.

 

[cell]

I tell you... I am so paranoid, neurotic whatever you want to call me. I worry about everything. I worry when I don't hear from people, because that automatically means they hate me. I know this is all really stupid... but I have a real hard time trusting people.
I like someone who lives very far away... and it's driving me nuts.
My paranoia will soon drive my friends away if I don't focus on something else. I can't sleep. I can't relax... I worry worry worry worry.

this is how i get when i dont hear from a guy who lives far away too. i literally break down in tears if i dont hear from him in a week. i'm thinking this guy hates my guts, doesn't want to hear from me again, wants me to burn in hell...then when i do hear from him (i have to act like nothing's wrong, like everything's cool...and im damned good at it too)he tells me its because his computer broke down or some shit i forgot about.

 

[theSoulfulMofo]

That's what i feel like sometimes here at Interland...

 

[Cleasai]

Do you know what I just realized? The most friendliest people on this board are the most paranoid. There seems to be a direct coleration between paranoia and personality. weird.

In case anyone wonders... I love everybody

 

[Diemen]

Yeah I get like that too. I have a problem with assuming things.

Ditto. More with some than others, but still.

 

[dizzy]

I have a problem with analyzing things that don't need analysis, so I get paranoid.

 

[Screaming Flower]

i still think diemen needs to get his ass into IO more often.

we need someone to hit on.

 

[meegannie]

I'm paranoid all the time too.

Even I don't like me.

 

[AngelofLarrydom]

I worry a lot too, but when I start worrying myself into nausea and headaches, I kinda take a step back and take a deep breath and try to chill. Like when I called out last week from work, I was so nervous that they were gonna fire me or I was gonna get in trouble. It got so bad that the next time I worked I was physically sick before work. Then once I got to work and it was basically a non issue I was okay.

Very strange, I had a similar experience before Christmas at
work except I get stomach problems instead of headaches.
I happened to mention this to my doctor, she prescribed
Prozac!!!

 

[meegannie]

I have the same problem with getting sick from worrying.

 

[Screaming Flower]

angeloflarrydom are you really from chicago?

 

[Diemen]

I'm not one to ignore requests...

i still think diemen needs to get his ass into IO more often.

we need someone to hit on.

[joey]How you doin?[/joey]

 

[Screaming Flower]

 

[Diemen]

you should feel special, my 1700th post is a reply to you

I must admit I've missed all the random flirtiness and honking of IO lately...

 

[Screaming Flower]

i missed it too.

 

[Diemen]

So uh....*searches for icebreaker - uses diamond's* Do you find it difficult to be a supermodel or do you sorta grow into it?







I also missed this new quick reply thing being put in. How long has this been here?

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diamond's icebreaker doesn't surprise me in the least. I bet he says it while trying to put his arm around the girl, too.

 

[Screaming Flower]

wow you're even better at that than diamond.

 

[Diemen]

Recipe to act like diamond: Say something pseudo-cute yet actually-chauvanistic, use more smilies than you think are needed, then add a couple more.