I need to get over this stuff. It would probably help more if I just stopped talking to him completely, but then there's the "this is just the wrong place and the wrong time". I cannot hold on to that though. If it happens, it happens, but still...this is just so hard to let go.
i haven't given up hope i am sure one day i will find true love but damn it to hell it is taken too fucking long!
and crushes well suck when you are Chrushed by someone you really like and it turns out you cannot have them due to many reasons.
/rant before i get myself into trouble.
lol i swear to god i am starting to wonder if someone i pissed off years ago has cast a spell on me and has cursed me from finding the right guy. you know something like " let's give iris guys who live far away, guys who are not emotionally available, guys who are taken, etc...yeah that will be funny" it is like someone is tempting me with forbidden fruit or something. asses!