Golightly Grrl
Refugee
A month ago, I started a new job (temp to perm) at a local consulting company. My title is “Project Support Specialist” but I’m basically a glorified secretary. Initially, I was supposed to aid the consultants in managing their client work. It would require my writing, editing, and graphic design skills. I’d get to create and develop proposals, case books, interviews, and other related documents. However, I spend most of my time answering the phone, filing, sorting mail, and other assorted BS. I did get to format one document, but it was changed by someone else, and I haven’t been able to work on another document. Gee, it was my first document. Give me a chance to get used to the different protocols. I’m hoping that maybe things will change as I get more into the job, but I’m not holding my breath.
Furthermore, there is a coven of "Heathers" that I have to deal with everyday. Some can be awfully condescending and seem to be looking for petty things to get me into trouble. I'm getting a vibe that they are very untrustworthy and I have to watch my back. This is a horrible environment to be in.
And to add insult to injury one of my co-workers has a drug-addled son who is always calling and buzzing our front door. Guess who has to deal with him? That’s right, me. I’m told that I need to tell him that his mom is busy. He makes me very uncomfortable and I don’t appreciate having my work disturbed. Yet, I’m supposed to be understanding.
I’ve been near tears for the past few days. I feel like I’m a victim of the old “bait and switch.” I’ve decided to revamp my résumé and look for another job. I really dread going into work everyday and I feel like such a failure for ending up in this situation. I think I was too hasty in accepting this position, when I should have done further looking.
I’m just so sick of this shit. The American workplace sucks.
Furthermore, there is a coven of "Heathers" that I have to deal with everyday. Some can be awfully condescending and seem to be looking for petty things to get me into trouble. I'm getting a vibe that they are very untrustworthy and I have to watch my back. This is a horrible environment to be in.
And to add insult to injury one of my co-workers has a drug-addled son who is always calling and buzzing our front door. Guess who has to deal with him? That’s right, me. I’m told that I need to tell him that his mom is busy. He makes me very uncomfortable and I don’t appreciate having my work disturbed. Yet, I’m supposed to be understanding.
I’ve been near tears for the past few days. I feel like I’m a victim of the old “bait and switch.” I’ve decided to revamp my résumé and look for another job. I really dread going into work everyday and I feel like such a failure for ending up in this situation. I think I was too hasty in accepting this position, when I should have done further looking.
I’m just so sick of this shit. The American workplace sucks.