i wasnt talking about what bono did in the past. im more so concerned about whats going on now.
i am a little worried i must say...
ive seen some recent TV things hes done and pics, and heard things from fans about him seeming sick, or that hed been crying or his eyes were very bloodshot and he seemed very sad., and he seems yes... "distant" in his eyes and seems very very sad. he doesnt seem himself. especially during the Hall of Fame ceremony here in the USA. he really did not seem like the same Bono, and did indeed seem distant and his eyes were strange.
then, after hearing some things online here, and other things, it got me really scared, and ive had close friends and family have problems with drugs and alcohol, and well.. i feel an odd sense of seeing that in him right now, and i dont mean to be jumping to these conclusions. i know.. its just i am really honestly worried.
i dont, and im sure everyone else here, doesnt want anything happening to him, and hes got his family there, and i just hope everything's okay... thats all.
im sorry if my post offended anyone or seemed gossipy.. but this is out of absolute, honest concern and i didnt want to say anything before about it, but i am really scared. call me insane, but i am.
maybe its just age, but hes pretty young if you look at it... ad some of this is sudden and it just isnt him. hes got this natural energy and joy that seems to be. not so much there anymore and it shocked me recently. there is a huge difference all of a sudden. is it stupid of me to worry? maybe so, he isnt my husband, or father, or brother, or personal friend, .... but i care anyway and he means alot to me anyway. and this world needs him and his own family, and hes just a great, unique guy, that is so damn rare in this world anymore and i just hope he's okay... or that if he IS doing something.. it isnt anything "hard" like heroin or cocaine.. or developing any serious drinking problem...
but anything that causes you to be this sad in the eyes and different, doesnt seem like something someone would do just for "recreation". seems to be something deeper going on, and it obvious in his eyes.
again, sorry for this emotional outburst of sorts, or sounding like a lunatic.