starsforu2 said:
Tara!!!! I was ready to have a search party sent after you!! I'm glad you made it back. We've really missed you around here, the kids in Europe go to bed so early, and I still want to play. You're 3 hours behind me and still playful
Can't wait for the pictures and to see the effects of peanuts.
Get some rest darling, looking forward to hearing all about it.
Take these hands they're good for nothing
You know these hands never worked a day
Take these boots they're going nowhere
You know these boots don't want to stray
You got my head filled with songs
You got my shoelaces undone
Take my shirt, go on take it off me
You can tear it up
If you can tie me down
Do you feel loved
Do you feel loved
Do you feel loved
Do you feel loved
Take the colours of my imagination
Take the scent hanging in the air
Take this tangle of a conversation
And turn it into your own prayer
With my fingers as you want them
With my nails under your hide
With my teeth at your back
And my tongue to tell you the sweetest lies
awww
youre so good at relaxing me
well i didnt get a lot of sleep but im back. couldnt stay in bed because i got bored with it. lol
okay, so if anybody is interested how my trip to cali went then here is a brief overview............
had tons to do. maid of honor is really hard! i was the youngest one in the wedding party and had the most to do. ran around like an idiot the whole time organizing and delegating. had too much alcohol to calm the nerves during a few of the events leading up to the wedding.
got sexed up for the wedding in my shimmering dress, strappy shoes and sparkly fairy dust sprinkled over my chest.
had bedroom smoky eye makeup and my first manicure/pedicure.
wedding went great. at the reception i had to play the guitar and sing my song. cant help falling in love/WOWY
i was reeeeeally nervous and almost puked before i went on.
so i did it. sang my poor heart out, ignored the cameras flashing from the hundred something people in front of me. when i was done and opened my eyes i had a standing ovation from all the people who were crying. all of them
and my sister was bawling her eyes out. they gave me my own toast.
i was really embarrased. i was like why are they doing this?? im not even a singer like my sister!
then after i got off the stage and the dancing started i just let loose and drank a lot. i think every person in the room told me how i had a lot of passion, then this guy came up to me with a few of his friends who i didnt know and he said they were a producer and actor and a guy who worked for arista records!!
basically they said that i have my own style, i was good and if i tried i could get a record deal.
yep.
i was officially a rock star for a night.
the whole thing got recorded by my sisters husbands dad.
dont know if i will ever see it though
it was so weird, word got around to me that he had a 'thing' for me.
ew
okay, i dont think anybody really wanted to hear about that did they?
sorry!
Would love even more to swipe that video 
And could you con a pair of Ipods, so I can cancel my order? (Someone who would buy you 1 Ipod, would surely buy you two 
