mikal
Blue Crack Addict
well, yesterday was my 1st day as a non-smoker. i've decided to take this thing on head first. no drugs, no gum, no patch. it's my mind against my addiction.
i've had some interesting feelings already in the last day and a half. for example, i feel like there's a starving country in my lungs, begging for smoke. i can't stop running around. i'm like the old lady in "Something About Mary" after she drinks the speed that dissolved in her cocktail. and of course, i am extremely irritable.
i'm going in with the attitude that all of these symptoms/feeling are part of the heeling process. i used to look at these feelings as bad things in previous quitting attempts. this time, i've decided to welcome them. the less these symptoms occur, the further my healing process.
i realize that my biggest test will be when i hit the bars for the first time. i'll give any who care an update.
i've had some interesting feelings already in the last day and a half. for example, i feel like there's a starving country in my lungs, begging for smoke. i can't stop running around. i'm like the old lady in "Something About Mary" after she drinks the speed that dissolved in her cocktail. and of course, i am extremely irritable.
i'm going in with the attitude that all of these symptoms/feeling are part of the heeling process. i used to look at these feelings as bad things in previous quitting attempts. this time, i've decided to welcome them. the less these symptoms occur, the further my healing process.
i realize that my biggest test will be when i hit the bars for the first time. i'll give any who care an update.