^ I
never sleep well
I have such trouble falling asleep, and I can't stand just lying there in the dark trying to sleep, because my mind just never stops (and that's what causes me to have trouble falling asleep in the first place), so I usually sit up and keep myself busy/distracted until I get tired enough to fall asleep easily. But sometimes I get
too distracted and end up staying awake longer than normal.
Thankfully I can usually sleep in, but on days when I can't, I force myself to sleep with sleeping pills. But I hate taking them because they make me feel high when they kick in, and then groggy the next day.
So yea, there's a reason why I'm so fond of the lyric "She hasn't been to bed in a week, she'll be dead soon, then she'll sleep" because that's how I feel most of the time.