Basstrap
ONE love, blood, life
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Finally
I was worried this would be the day I didn't get drunk. The day I would have to become an alcoholic
But I kept going and here it is. the ridiculous feeling. the dirty euphoria. The broken thoughts.
sweet escape from reality
for about 20 minutes
then I go to bed and wake up into this
SHITTY WORTHLESS WORLD
for another week.
until friday comes. then I start another weekend.
I'd like to carry it over into the weekdays but it costs too much and my credit card is already fucking me in the ass
I was worried this would be the day I didn't get drunk. The day I would have to become an alcoholic
But I kept going and here it is. the ridiculous feeling. the dirty euphoria. The broken thoughts.
sweet escape from reality
for about 20 minutes
then I go to bed and wake up into this
SHITTY WORTHLESS WORLD
for another week.
until friday comes. then I start another weekend.
I'd like to carry it over into the weekdays but it costs too much and my credit card is already fucking me in the ass