aww fuk it heres 5 big ones to scare u all about me!
*Im very anti-social, in fact, I find it extrememly difficult to socialise and wish I had at least two normal friends who were fuking normal! (ya know, the ones who just ring out of the blue and the two of u hit the Pub!) The friend I have is a tad strange, her behaviour esp. when we are out........ so, while I would love to know what normality is, with the right pple, Im finding it hard to mix thus feel this is what makes me stranger day-by-day.....I make an arse of myself in conversation and know at the end of it pple are actually laughing at me.......it can hurt, a bit......but in all Im happy to come home to family and what gives me comfort........I think Im always gonna be a loner. And dont suggest goin to therapy....I one day wanna be able to conquer this shit without help.
*I hate hate hate hate Winter and wet weather as my face goes dead pale and my nose red - while it may be funny, I find myself running about in public struggling to cover it with my hands as much as possible with pure embarrasment......mostly due to the fact I envy 80% of the pple who dont have this problem.......
(yet I feel its a sin to say that as there are pple out there with facial burns far more confident walkin about than me, so I admire them a LOT!) If one of u Inters were out with me on a day like this, I would behave this way.......I can assure u.
*When Im full of energy, like...
bursting and with the right trainers on, (air in the heel/sole), I can sprint extremely fast.....
*Driving is the first and prob will be, the only biggest achievement I have done in my life..........and pple have commented that Im good, which is nice to hear - however.....I still would love to try some sort of car-stunt. (Vin Diesel - where are u!
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*I am completely and utterly obsessed with Black/White pictures/prints......from massive New York pics to tiny Calvin Klein magazine adverts (ie Kate Moss and Mark Whalberg - when they did those sorts of poses).........absolutely NO FECKING COLOUR!!!!!
MUST be black and white..........as far as Im concerned everyone or most things look better in print........I would love to visit galleries and check out pics, but would be dying to bring them home - I have (posters and framed pics).......8 altogether in my room inc the famous Herb Ritts 'Would rather go nude' model photo............(heres an example. The other night I saw this film 'The Perfect Murder' and it shows u inside the artist Davids apartment (I believe its Viggo's own work??????), and theres a gigantic pic of Gwyneth Paltrows face in print - I REALLY REALLY WANT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! gawd! Id suspend it from my ceiling!!!!!!!!!!
..)..I love celebs or normal pple in black/white..................and wish I could do photography.............or be taught by someone...........that would be a blessing! but Im very very obsessed...................
very!
there ya go......