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I have 35 chapters and my friend Adge is currently writing the sequel...and I'm already working on another story with the same characters but it takes place in the JT era..so yeah there's a lot more to come!
Chapter Thirty One
By late that afternoon we were all in Edge's kitchen and I was in a panic. Aids wanted me to talk to Bono and I had no idea how to start. I just knew that if I waited until after rehearsal I would crack. I had to talk to him sooner. And now was logically the best time. If I could get him alone. I tried to be casual as I looked up from my cup of tea. Bono sat across from me and two spaces to the left. Edge sat right across from me and Aids was in the middle. Well, that was fantastic.
Larry was sitting next to me and I turned to him, "Hey Lar. Haven't talked to you in a while."
He stared at me hard, "You just talked to me yesterday."
"Of course I did! Silly me." I took a swallow of my tea so at least I wouldn't have another opportunity to put my foot in my mouth for a second. Bono and Edge were discussing the lineup for the next gig and Aids was pushing her food around, looking bored. Bored. There was that word again. She interjected a suggestion every once in a while and Bono and Edge took it to heart. At least she wasn't being ignored.
I swallowed and reached out for a cookie. My hand collided with Larry's as he reached for the sugar and I stuttered, "S-sorry Lar."
"It's okay." He grumbled as he added sugar to his tea. I sighed and decided that even small talk was better then this. And now was a good a time as any to go through with my plan.
"Sooo..Lar...anything new?"
Larry glared at me. "Why? Do you know something?"
"No!"
"They why did you ask?"
"Maybe because I wanted to know how you're doing?"
"Why?"
"Because I'm your friend!"
"I'm fine."
I sighed and rolled my eyes, "Why couldn't you just tell me that instead of pestering me with a million questions?"
"You're the one that asked me!" Larry growled and I felt my face heat up.
"So! You don't have to be so rude!"
"Hey guys?" Bono asked politely, and was completely ignored.
"If I could eat my lunch in peace then I wouldn't have to be rude!"
"Guys?" Edge tried this time and was ignored. He sat back and with a shrug.
I snorted at Larry. "Well, I'm sooorry! I'll leave you alone! You know, it's a sad world when a person can't even talk to their friends!"
"You call that talking? Sounded more like prying to me."
"What!"
"HEY GUYS!!!" Aids screeched at the top of her voice and I snapped my mouth closed. Larry stood up and picked up his cup. I gave Aids my attention.
"Yeah?"
"What are you fighting about now?"
"I asked Larry how he was doing and he jumped down my throat."
"I DID NOT!" Larry got red faced and slammed his cup down on the table. He glared at us all before storming off into the other room.
"Wonderful." Bono sighed. "Now he'll be in a bad mood all night. Way to go Red."
"It's not my fault!" My eyes stung with tears. "If he wouldn't be so mean then I wouldn't get mad! And I really don't appreciate you blaming me Bono! It's not right!" I got up and stormed off, making sure to head for the living room. So far so good. If my plan worked then I would be so relieved.
I heard someone calling my name in the hall and I wiped at my tears and whirled around.
"What do you want Bono?"
He jogged up to me. "Am, I want to apologize. I didn't mean to blame you."
I sniffled and Bono wiped my eyes with a napkin from tea. "There. All better." He said when he was finished. I looked into his eyes and saw that he was truly sorry he'd upset me.
"I forgive you Bono."
He smiled. "Thank you. Can I give you a hug?"
"Sure. When do I ever turn down Bono hugs?"
Bono grinned and pulled me against him. "Oof! Careful! I'm not Adam you know. I don't come with protective stuffing."
Bono chuckled and eased his hold but didn't let go. He turned his head so that his face was buried in my hair. I shivered. "Bono?"
"Hmm?"
"You've been holding me for about a minute now."
"Hmm."
"Isn't that longer then a normal hug?"
"Mm hmm."
I laughed. "Are you planning to let go soon because we have rehearsal in 20 minutes."
"Mm. Plenty of time." He shifted, and I heard and felt his sniffing.
"Ahh! Bono that tickles!"
"You smell good today. New perfume?"
"Oh my god. Are you still smelling people?" Bono didn't answer and I sighed, "No I don't have a new perfume. I always smell like this."
"Yum."
I blushed. "Okay this is getting weird. I need to talk to you."
"Bout what?"
"Aids...I know."
Bono pulled his face back. He stared at me, confused. "You know?"
"Yes." I bit my lip. Just tell him quick. Like ripping off a Band-Aid. "I know that you love Aids."
Bono's body jerked against mine and his eyes went wide. "How..when?..I.." He whispered brokenly.
I decided to lie a little to save his feelings. "I heard you and Larry talking in the woods three days ago. I figured that it was Aids you were talking about. And...I think we should talk about it."
Bono pulled away and looked over his shoulder to the kitchen. We couldn't see Aids but I knew Bono was seeing her in his head.
Bono turned back, "Does she know?"
I didn't hesitate. "No. I didn't think I should tell her."
"You should have."
My eyes widened. "What?"
"She should know by now that it's me. Who does she think is sending her flowers and songs?"
"I don't know. Maybe Edge."
Bono got angry. "Edge wouldn't do that. And it's about time Aids realized that."
"Listen Bono. This is not right. How can you want to break them up like this?"
"Because I love her." His blue eyes flashed. "And don't tell me it wont last. I've been hearing that from everyone and I'm sick of it."
"What everyone?"
"Larry..Gavin..and even Adam."
"ADAM!? He knows about this!?"
"For weeks."
My jaw dropped. "I'm going to kill him." Bono glanced over his shoulder again. "Bono. What are you going to do?"
"Tell her." A muscle in his jaw jumped in anger as he glared at me, daring me to object.
"Bono..you know that she loves Edge right?"
He snorted and waved behind him. "Have they looked like a couple in love to you?"
I thought about Edge and Aids and how they were lately. A lot was the same, but something was different. Aids still looked sad but that was because of Bono and Edge looked not like himself but he had been complaining that he might be getting sick.
"It's none of our business."
"Yes it is. I've already decided that I'm telling her."
"And what do you think this will do for your friendship with Edge?" I glared and wanted to smack some sense into his head. "Are you even thinking about how many lives this could fuck up? What about U2? How will you still be together when the singer and the guitarist hate each other?!"
"Not so fucking loud!" Bono hissed and grabbed my arm. He lead me into the living room and shoved me onto the couch, where he joined me.
"I'm serious! Have you thought about things?"
"I have." Bono seemed cooled off a little and I made an effort to rein in my temper.
"All right. So how are you going to tell her? And what do you think she's going to do? Run into your arms and confess her love for you?" I snorted. "I don't think that's going to happen." I fought the urge to cross my fingers.
Bono surprised me by grinning. "Ah but that's all part of the plan."
"What the hell..Bono what are you up to? You wont be able to win Aids over if that's what you're thinking."
"Why wont I? I saw how much she loved the flowers."
I frowned. "How would you know that..unless...oh my god Bono! Were you waiting outside her house somewhere!"
Bono winked at me and I sat back, stunned. This was a bigger problem then I ever thought.
"When did this start?" I finally asked.
Bono shrugged. "I'm not sure when it started but I became aware of my feelings when Aids and I were doing that joke."
"The one where you almost ended up in bed together?"
"We did end up in bed together. You should know, you were in the closet with Cat and Lar." He grinned, but I wasn't really finding this funny.
"I wish I was dreaming."
Bono wrapped an arm around my shoulders and snuggled up to me. "Why?"
"Why..because this is crazy! That's why! God..."
"It's not that bad. I still love you." He gave me a lopsided smile and kissed my cheek.
"That's not working this time mister." I glared. "I'm your friend but there are limits to what I will stand for!"
Bono sighed and rested his head on my shoulder. "Nothing will change between us. You'll still be my number one girl."
I rolled my eyes. "Yeah I'm sure I will be. Along with half of the population."
"That's not fair. I've only met half. Give me a chance."
I laughed and Bono chuckled, his hair tickling my heck. This was getting us no where. Bone shifted and took my hand in his.
"Am?"
"Yeah?"
"I need a favor."
I sighed, lost in the moment. "Anything for you Bono."
He chuckled. "Anything Red?" He lifted his head and his eyes sparkled at me. I shivered and started madly back peddling.
"Maybe not anything..but I will help..as long as it's helping and not making things worse. Do you need something from me?" I blushed as soon as the words left my mouth.
Bono let out a low rumble of a laugh that made my skin shiver and my eyes widen. Holy Mother Of God when had Bono started sounding like that!?
As he continued rumbling with laughter, it put me into a sexual shock and I was frozen, staring at him. The scene of Bono and I in bed replayed in my mind. His arms around me, snuggling up to me, how caring he'd been when I'd almost had a breakdown, how kind he was as he tried to reassure me..his naked body laying right next to me. Ahhh!
I landed back down on earth when Bono squeezed my hand. I blinked several times and found Bono watching me in concern.
"Are you all right? You disappeared there for a moment." I nodded vaguely and Bono smiled. "See anything interesting?"
I sat up. "No!..Uh..I mean, no not really." I forced myself to relax back into the couch as Bono looked at me in alarm.
"Do you need to talk about something Am? You're very antsy."
Crap. Some talk this was turning out to be!
"I think I just need some fresh air..sit on the porch with me?"
Bono nodded and we left by the front door so no one would see us. "They might wonder where we are."
"So what if they do. We're aloud to sit out here if we want to." Bono smiled and wrapped me up in his jacket. I turned to him, surprised. His face softened. "You looked cold."
I swallowed. "I don't see how she's going to do it."
"Do what?"
Oh my god Am stop saying your thoughts out loud!
"Uh...what I mean to say is..you're very sweet. Thanks." I waited. It didn't take long.
Bono whistled. "You meant Aids. You don't see how she's going to do what? Brush me aside? She wont be able to. I know she has feelings for me."
I groaned. "Bono stop it! Please. Just leave it alone. What about Ali? I know you love her."
Bono's face hardened. "I did. Everything is changed now."
I frowned and stepped up to him. "Why, what happened?"
Bono stepped off the porch, lifted his face to the sun and breathed deeply. "It's a beautiful day isn't? We shouldn't let it get away. Lets go to the park and swing for a while."
I gritted my teeth. "I don't want to go to the park! I want some answers. This feels like it's coming out of nowhere. Tell me how you can go from being friends to being in love so quickly!"
"It didn't happen quickly. It's been building up for a while." Bono said and sat down on the steps. I joined him.
"It has?"
He nodded and sighed. "I can't stop thinking, wondering..."
I sighed and looked out over the street, thinking. It was all so confusing. Edge and Aids having problems was bad enough but then add Bono being in love with Aids and it was dangerous. I leaned in and laid my head on Bono's shoulder. He wrapped an arm around me.
"Excuse me..." Edge's soft voice made Bono and I turn to the door. My stomach was somewhere in my throat and I tried to catch my breath. God..Edge didn't hear us talking did he?
"Edge!" Bono smiled. "We were just enjoying some fresh air. There's plenty of room." He scooted over to make room.
"That's okay. I just came to find out where you were. We're starting rehearsal." Edge sounded weird and I inwardly prayed. Please let him not have heard us. Please.
I walked into the kitchen, following Edge and with Bono by my side. Bono sidestepped me and slipped his arm around Edge's shoulders.
"Hello The Edge." He said cheerfully while I glared a hole through his head. I was still angry and not entirely sure what was happening with Bono. The nerve of him! While he tried to win over Aids he was still being Edge's best friend. It was a stomach turning sight. The good news was that Edge was showing no signs of hearing our conversation on the porch. Thank God.
We walked into the kitchen and I saw that Aids was sitting with an irritated Larry at the table and talking to him in a low voice. Probably trying to get him to calm down. Aids looked up as we all walked in and smiled at Edge.
Ha! Did you see that Bono? She smiled at Edge! I looked to see Bono's reaction. He was smiling easily as he flipped a chair around and straddled it. He flashed his smile Aids' way and his eyes were glinting with determination.
Adam slipped in through the back way and patted his front shirt pocket..where he keeps his cigarettes.
"Hey lovely." He drawled and placed a hand on my back.
I turned to him and smiled. "Hey handsome." He grinned and leaned in to kiss me. I was surprised at first because we hadn't been doing much of that lately, but I accepted his kiss and sighed into it. We hadn't been doing much of anything lately as far as that area was concerned and it felt nice..better then nice. He pulled away and winked at me. My stomach clenched with arousal. I could see a fine layer of sweat on his brow and had the urge to lick it off. WOW. Calm down there Am.
"Off to rehearsal then?" Edge asked eagerly and he was already on his way to the backyard where everything was set up in the garden shed.
Bono laughed as he stood. "You're awfully eager today Edge."
"I want to make sure we're the best we can be for the next gig. It's important."
"I know that. It's always important why should this be any different?" Bono snapped. We all grew quiet and stared.
Edge looked hurt. "I'm only trying to be prepared Bono."
Bono sighed and smiled, the burst of anger leaving as quickly as it had come. "Sorry The Edge. I appreciate you much more then you think." I shared a look with Aids. What the hell is Bono talking about?! How could he say that? Bastard.
Edge accepted Bono's apology with a half smile and headed out the backdoor. I hesitated, wanting to talk to Aids before everything got going. Adam left my side after another kiss and Larry went with him, not looking at me of course. I sighed, knowing that I would have to make up with Larry or else the whole world might come to an end.
Aids got up and stuck her hands in her pockets. We stared at each other in silence until the sound of everyone's voices faded away.
I spoke first. "I talked to him and I think he's cracked."
Aids' forehead wrinkled in concern. "What like he's crazy?"
"He might as well be." I filled Aids in on all that Bono had said.
Aids sat down heavily. "Oh my God. So he really loves me. And for that long!"
"Yeah I was shocked that it's been since then. Something still makes me wonder. What happened with Ali? They were so happy."
Aids shook her head. "I don't know. I've tried to call Ali several times but her Mum always says she's not home or busy."
"She's avoiding us. Or you at least." I sighed and plopped down next to Aids. "What now?"
Aids turned to me, a lost look in her eyes, "I have no idea. I want to tell Edge..and I want to tell Bono and ask him to stop because he wont win me over no matter what."
"Maybe you should tell him. He's not going to give up on his own."
"I'll think about it." We sat in silence. I didn't want to get up and join the boys outside and I could tell Aids felt the same way.
"Why don't we go out there and tell them we're tired and going to cut out early? I don't think Edge will mind. And Adam..eh."
Aids cracked a small smile. "Okay. I need a little time away from Edge..and Bono."
Now that we'd made the decision neither one of us could wait to get out of there. We hurried to the shed and Aids poked her head in.
"Hey! Guys! Red and I are out of here. We're tired and we've got girly things to do." I heard muffled voices but couldn't tell what they were saying. Then Aids laughed and slipped through the door. I blinked and stuck my head in. Aids was in Edge's arms and getting the kiss of a lifetime. I caught sight of a little tongue and looked away, blushing.
"I'd like a goodbye kiss too love." Adam appeared by the door, smiling. He leaned in and placed his lips against mine, demanding a response. I gave it with a small moan.
"People are trying not to loose their lunch here!" Larry yelled from across the room and Adam chuckled into our kiss before pulling away.
"Off with you." He winked at me and I took a shaky breath and turned to leave. Then I remembered Aids. I didn't have to worry though because she was right by my side, looking breathless and happy.
Outside Aids sighed, "That was wonderful."
"Yeah it was..uh my kiss with Adam I mean." We laughed and hurried to Aids' car. Really it was her Mum's car but she was allowed to drive it once in a while. Aids was a fast but good driver and I felt safe with her.
I got in and sighed as I buckled. "I feel so good right now. Adam makes me feel that way."
"I know what you mean. Edge makes me feel the same way." Aids revved the engine and we were off. Music blared out of the stereo speakers and Aids grinned. "This is the life!"
"Hell yeah!" I laughed and rolled down my window. The cool air rushed in and flung Aids' and my hair crazily about our faces. I sat back, enjoying the ride and cleared my mind. In this moment life was hard and confusing but there was still times when we could relax and be ourselves and let the wind carry our troubles away.
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The next day started like every other weekday. I dragged my butt out of bed. Stuffed some food in my mouth and met Aids on the corner. I had an easier time then usual waking up and I suspected that it had something to do with Adam’s goodbye kiss the day before.
I was even cheerful to Mum and Dad. They were naturally suspicious of course. I ignored that and after grabbing a muffin I skipped my way to the front door.
“Bye!” I yelled, eager to be off.
“Wait one moment young lady.”
I froze with my hand on the knob and turned. Crap, was I in trouble? I couldn't remember doing anything but the odds were that I forgot whatever it was. Mum smiled when she reached me.
“Dear, your Father and I have been talking and we agreed that we'd like to have your Adam over and get to know him better.”
My head started pounding. This couldn't be happening.
“Um well, Adam is pretty busy with the band and all.”
“Oh yes. G7 it’s called?”
I bit back a snort. “Ah no it’s U2 actually Mum.”
She smiled. “Of course it is.” Her tone told me that she didn't’ really care about the band.
I grew irritated. “Mum, I have to go meet Aids now. Can was talk about this later?”
“Aids? I'll never understand your need for those silly nicknames.” She shook her head and sighed. “Go meet your friend then, but we will be talking about this later.”
I nodded hurriedly and made my escape. I jogged to the corner. Aids was waiting and waved, as I got close. I waved back and stopped, out of breath, when I reached her.
“God, that was a close call.” I gasped. “My Mum and Dad want to have Adam over so they can get to know him better.”
Aids looked horrified. “After last time! You're not thinking of doing it are you?”
“I'm not insane. You know how it went before. My Mum still mentions how polite and sweet Edge was and why don't I bring him over more often? God.”
Aids groaned. “Parents. They're never happy. I don't even want to think of taking Edge to meet my Dad.” We shared a shiver of distaste and started walking.
We arrived at the school gates early.
“Lets sit here while. The shade looks nice.” Aids suggested and moved to sit beneath our favorite tree. I sat next to her and watched all the kids walking up the lane. Some were laughing, talking and a few were looking glum. I noticed some holding hands and sharing shy glances. Aw. Young love. One couple was so close they were practically wrapped around one another.
“Wow look at them.” I pointed them out. Aids looked and did a double take. She gasped and grabbed my arm.
“That’s Guggi!”
“What!” I watched, wide eyed, as the boy (it was Guggi!) turned, laughing, and took the hand of the girl he was with. He leaned in to kiss her but she pulled away at the last second and he kissed her cheek.
“No!” Aids yelled. I jumped and turned to see what was wrong. Her face was pale.
“What’s the matter!?” I cried out in alarm. Aids turned my head back to where Guggi was.
“Look!” She rasped. “Look who he’s with!”
I looked, and saw, and almost fainted. “ALI!!!!!”
Aids smacked a hand over my mouth. “Shh! They'll hear you!”
“I can't believe this!” I whispered loudly once Aids removed her hand. My eyes were glued to Ali and Guggi as they walked through the gates. They were smiling, holding hands and looking like a real couple.
“But..but..I don't understand!” I sputtered.
“I don't either. I wonder if this has anything to do with why Ali and Bono split.” She speculated dryly. “Anyway, it’s not really our problem. Guggi will leave you alone, and now we know why Ali’s been ignoring us. She wanted to hide her new relationship.”
“They didn't look like they were hiding to me.” I frowned, silently bent out of shape that Guggi had gotten over me so quickly. It hadn't even been a week yet! Mmph.
Before Aids and I could wonder about it anymore, Edge walked up.
“Good morning Edge!” I greeted him with a smile.
“Good morning.” He said softly. Aids scrambled up and went into his arms. Edge smiled as he held her tightly. I sniffled and wiped at an invisible tear.
“You guys are just too sweet.”
Edge smiled at me while Aids turned her head and stuck out her tongue.
“Very mature Aids.” I grinned.
“Morning all!” Bono cried as he tromped through the dewy grass to get to us. Several heads turned, Bono was quite popular nowadays, being the lead singer and all. But Bono only had eyes for one person and she was currently in Edge’s arms. Aids pulled away from Edge, looking uncomfortable that Bono was watching her.
I jumped up and gathered my books. “Morning Bono.” I managed to smile and glare at the same time, hoping Bono wouldn't try anything today. Tonight the carnival was in the city and we were all planning on going. If Bono did anything to screw that up then I'd have to hurt him.
Bono seemed unfazed by my glare. He grinned at us all and leered at Aids, making her turn red. God, how is Edge not seeing any of this!?
“It’s a beautiful morning.” Bono smiled and took a step back. They he bowed and started swaying his hips slowly back and forth. We all watched, taken aback by his action. What the fuck? I looked at Aids. She was watching but obviously trying not to. Edge was smiling indulgently and shaking his head.
“Bono what do you think you're doing?” Edge asked, looking Bono up and down.
Instead of answering, Bono lifted his arms, his hips swaying faster, and closed his eyes. He started to hum. Oh no. He wasn't!
Bono started to sing.
“I don't know. I don't know which side I'm on. I don't know my right from left….”
Aids was listening in growing horror and I was right there with her. There was nothing we could do as we continued to listen to Bono’s sing song voice. A small crowd gathered around us and started clapping and cheering him on.
“Oh I don't know how to say what’s got to be said!”
Bono danced over and, to the loud cheers of everyone, played a swift kiss on Aids cheek. I gaped and prepared to see a bad reaction out of Edge. He surprised me by laughing. Apparently he thought that it was just another ‘bono thing.’ How frustrating! All I wanted to do was tackle Bono and sit on him until he told the truth. Unfortunately if I did that then he would use it against me. Probably by saying I was jealous. Which I wasn't. Now much.
"I'll shine my spirit aloud.
Try to explain.
What I feel.
Two hearts.
I can't stop the dance.
Baby, this is my last chance.
I said don't stop the dance.
Baby this is not our last chance.
I said, can't stop the dance."
Bono finished with a last sensual sway of his hips and a regal bow to his adoring fans. Could this get any more annoying? Feck.
Bono waved and grinned as the crowd dissipated.
“That was some performance B.” said a smiling Edge. “It that the song you were telling me about?”
“You're right on the money Edge.” Bono beamed. “What do you think Aids?” He turned his bright eyes onto her and she blushed.
“It’s good Bono. I like it okay.” Bono looked like she'd just given him the secret to end world hunger.
Luckily the bell rang then and we were forced, happily, to get to class. I couldn't help searching for Guggi or Ali or Both. But I was disappointed. Instead I studied Bono and saw him slip one arm through Edge’s arm and the other in Aids’. They made an attractive threesome. Too bad everyone couldn't get what they wanted and live happily ever after. Unfortunately, life was rarely like fairytales. Real life was much more complicated and happy endings are hard to come by.
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Once again I was distracted all through my classes. Thank God we only have one week left. I thought thankfully.
By lunch I felt like I did when I'd been forced to watch the ten hours of slides my Aunt had brought back from Jamaica. Most of which showed large, middle-aged men slathered in sun lotion. Not my idea of a good time.
I filled my lunch tray and made for our usual table. Aids was already there and surprise, she was sitting in between Edge and Bono. That had been happening a lot lately. And that left me with sitting by Larry, who still wasn't talking to me. Wonderful. I slid in next to him and tried my brightest smile.
“Hey Larry.”
He frowned and looked down at him tray. I sighed and puffed up.
“Nice day isn't it?” I tried again. Larry took a bite out of his sandwich. Silence. Bono, Edge, and Aids were watching in mild interest and I squirmed. One thing I hate was when my friends are mad at me. It ate me up inside until I couldn't stand it and would do anything to end the madness.
“Okay Lar. I'm sorry. I'm no good with long silent treatments. Put me out of my misery?”
Larry glanced up from his tray and I caught and held his gaze. With Larry honesty was best. He hated liars and I did my best to never lie to him. We had a short staring contest, where Larry looked into my soul and what he found would determine his answer. Finally he nodded, his mouth lifting a micro inch on one side and then he was back to eating.
Bono chuckled. “That’s classic Larry for you.”
Edge smiled, looked back and forth between us and asked, “Do either of you even remember what you were arguing about in the first place?”
“Uh..” I drew a blank and Larry shrugged.
“What’s the point.” Aids laughed.
“So we can make up?” I ventured a guess.
“That’s not as fun without the make up sex. Right Aids?” Bono grinned and winked suggestively Aids’ way. She had just taken a large gulp of milk as he did this and it sent her into a fit of coughing. Bono’s grin widened as he helped Edge pat her on the back.
“There, there love.” Bono crooned with a triumphant look in his eyes. I really REALLY wanted to smack him.
“I'm okay.” Aids coughed one more time. Edge handed her another napkin. He was watching her, concerned.
“Are you sure?” He asked.
Aids managed a reassuring smile. “I'm okay. Really.”
The rest of lunch passed as usual but I could sense the tension in the air. Bono was sitting so close to Aids and she kept sliding towards Edge so that by the end of lunch she was tight up against him. I sighed and glanced at Larry.
He met my eyes and raised his the heavens, as if to pray for strength. Either that or to ask God to shoot a lightening bolt down and fry a certain singer who shall remain nameless. I grinned, an evil light coming into my eyes. Larry raised one golden brow. I winked at him and made a promise I'd tell him my evil thought concerning Bono later. If there was one person right now, besides Aids, who could appreciate it, it was Larry.
I mouthed that I'd tell him later and he nodded and grinned back. Oh yes. Larry would appreciate it. I let a giggle escape.
“What are you two giggling about over there?” Aids asked, eyeing me.
“I wasn't fucking giggling!” Larry scowled darkly and we all laughed. Edge let out a loud snort, completely by accident judging from his expression, and it sent us all roaring again.
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"Hey Am!” I stopped on my way to my locker and turned. Edge ran up, breathlessly to my side.
“Edge? What’s up?” I wasn't used to seeing Edge in such a state. Usually he was well put together but now he looked a little frazzled.
Edge stood, gripping his side and puffing for breath, “Need. To. Talk to you.” He whooshed out.
“That’s fine with me. Can we go over there though? I need to get to my locker.”
Edge agreed and we headed that way. While I did the combination I shot Edge curious glances. He'd caught his breath by now and was looking all around like he was watching for someone. Aids maybe? Her locker wasn't far from mine.
“So what’s on your mind Edge?”
He started like I'd screamed at him and looked at me anxiously. “I don't want Aids to hear.”
Alarm bells rang in my head. “Oh..why’s that?”
“I'm not ready for her to know yet.” He answered simply.
Okay..tread lightly. “You know that if you tell me it'll be near to impossible for Aids not to pry it out of me if she finds out I'm keeping something from her.”
Edge nodded solemnly. “I'm willing to take that risk. I need your advice.”
“You're sure?” I wanted to give him time to back out. And I needed to figure out how to back out of this without hurting his feelings.
“I'm 100% sure.” He said firmly. Leave it to Edge to not give me an ounce of wiggle room.
I sighed. “All right Edge. But I have to be home in 30 minutes so we better walk and talk.”
Edge looked immensely relieved and took my hand, slipping it through his arm as he led me away. No one could ever say that Edge wasn't a gentleman. I smiled my thanks, while my mind raced with guesses of what this could be about.
*If he tells me some deep dark secret, like he’s secretly in love with Larry, I'm going to jump off of the nearest bridge.*
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Aids cursed when her biology book slipped out of her grasp and fell to the ground. Now she'd have to rearrange the load of stuff in her arms so she could bend down to retrieve it. And then somehow she needed to maneuver her locker open. She looked helplessly over her shoulder, hoping to see Edge coming to her rescue. Instead she searched and met a delighted pair of speckled blue eyes.
She gasped and tried to take a step away. Bono was way too close. So close she could see the small smattering of freckles on his nose.
“Bono…” She didn't know what to say. She wondered what the normal conversation would be when talking to the person who loved you and was stocking you like a crazy person.
“Adrienne.” Bono’s voice was smooth as velvet and he stepped closer, his eyes focused solely on her.
Aids felt like her lungs were constricting. Bono wasn't giving her any room to breathe and he seemed to be enjoying himself. His lips curved and Aids’ eyes were drawn to them. She noticed, not for the first time, how shapely they were. She watched, dazed, as his lips curved into a soft smile. She thought crazily that she might like to know what his lips felt like against hers.
“I can help you with that.” Bono said silkily. Aids’ eyes went wide in her face and she searched Bono’s. They sparkled as her. Suddenly her arms didn't feel so burdened and Bono held up one of her books and grinned, showing off his cutely crooked bottom teeth.
“Let me help you with these.” He took almost every book from her hands, freeing them to open her locker.
She was relieved that her books were what Bono had been talking about, but she was also strangely disappointed. Did she want Bono to kiss her? Maybe craziness was catching.
She started opening her locker and the whole time she felt Bono’s presence behind her, his breathing sent chills down her neck. She fumbled with the lock, hearing Bono’s low chuckle. She wanted to kick herself over the head for being such a spineless twit. She'd never be able to tell Bono how she really felt unless she grew a little backbone.
Aids turned around, fully intending to tell Bono off but the words died in her throat. Bono was staring at her so intently and she was lost in his eyes.
“Love.” His husky voice put a ball of fire in her stomach and she experienced a full body shiver. This, thankfully, snapped her out of her Bono induced haze and she straitened her back and broke eye contact.
Bono knew he'd lost her attention for the moment. He sighed softly and placed Aids’ books neatly into her locker. Aids busied herself picking out the few books she would need to take home to study with and Bono took that time to watch her. Her hair swung forward as she bent gracefully to retrieve the lost biology book. She stood up and Bono didn't even think as he reached out and tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear.
Aids froze at Bono’s touch. It was a simple gesture coming from anyone else but from Bono it was a warning sign.
“I have to get going Bono. Edge is waiting for me.” She spoke a bit rudely, wanting to put Bono off.
He looked away from her and over she shoulder, making her think that she'd succeeded. She got her books comfortably arranged in her arms and was about to wish Bono a good day and leave but then Bono smiled slowly and she stilled. He was looking over her shoulder and she turned to see what the fuss was about.
She saw Amber and Edge walking down the hall, away from her and they looked like they were holding hands. She watched, with a slow anger building in her, until they turned the corner and most likely left the building. By themselves. Without her.
Edge hadn't even looked back to see if she wanted to come along and he wasn't there to help her with her books. Aids felt betrayed, hurt, and disillusioned. After the kiss last night with Edge she'd been so hopeful…but now she didn't know what to feel.
“Love..Aids…did you hear me?”
She blinked and focused on Bono’s face in front of her. “Beg your pardon?” Each book in her hands suddenly felt like a ten ton boulder and her arms shook under the weight.
“I said, you might as well let me walk you home. It’s no trouble and on my way anyway.” Bono took the few books from her arms and arranged them in him own.
Aids shook her head, a polite refusal on the tip of her tongue. She couldn't let Bono walk her home. Not when she was feeling this vulnerable. Bono must've read her mind.
“I know you're feeling vulnerable right now.”
She nodded in surprise. “How did you know that?”
Bono looked at her kindly. “I pay attention love. Unlike some people.”
Aids’ eyes filled up. Bono clucked his tongue and shoved all her books under one arm so he'd have one free to wrap comfortingly around her.
“There, there baby.” He murmured. “I'm here for you as one of your best friends. I know that’s the most important thing right now.”
Bono’s reassuring words relaxed her and made her feel cared for and safe. She found herself thinking that it might not be so bad to have Bono walk her home. She was too upset to go on her own anyway.
The one thought she held on to, as Bono led her along and she took comfort in him, was that Bono was only acting as her friend and nothing more. Now, if she could only make herself believe that then maybe she wouldn't feel so guilty.
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I sat in my living room hours later, dumbstruck. I held in my hands, one of the biggest secrets in all mankind. Well, maybe I shouldn't go that far but it was at least the biggest in Dublin! And I couldn't tell anyone! The only other people that knew were Edge of course and Adam. I would be talking to Adam if he could be on time for once. I glanced at the clock in agitation. He was already ten minutes late. That worked out to be a lifetime for me right now. I fidgeted and when I couldn't stand it anymore I stood and walked to look out the window.
I cried out in relief with Adam’s van pulled up to the curb. I flew out of the room and almost yanked the door off it’s hinges before I catapulted myself into the yard.
“Adam!”
Adam, who was opening the passenger door from inside, grinned roguishly around his cigarette. I ran and jumped into the van.
Adam laughed. “In a hurry?”
I shook my head, my mouth grinning. “Adam, Edge told me what’s he’s planning.”
Adam shifted the van into gear and blew smoke out of the corner of his mouth, “Is that so?” He asked casually.
I bounced and squealed. “Adam! Do you know what this means!? Edge and Aids are getting married!”
Adam grinned, “Oh so you do know. I thought you might be fishing for information. I know how you get.” He teased.
I laughed. “You know what? I'm so happy I'm not even going to get mad at that. Or for the fact that you've known all this time and didn't tell me!” I pouted momentarily.
“Aww love I'm sorry.” Adam gave me his saddest eyes, which looked pathetically sad magnified by his glasses. “Edge made me promise on my honor as a bassist that I wouldn't tell. What was I to do?”
“Tell me.” I grumbled. Adam laughed and reached over to squeeze me thigh.
“That’s not how you really feel. You'd want me to keep my promise.”
“Maybe.” I agreed grudgingly. “But I'm still a little mad. I wont yell at you though.”
“That’s all I ask for.” He chuckled. “That’s all I can hope for.”
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A few blocks later I recalled one key thing you should always remember before getting into a car when Adam when he’s in a hurry. He drives like a freaking maniac.
“Adam have I ever told you that you drive like a crazy person when you're in a hurry?” I tightened my death grip on the headboard and closed my eyes, trying to resist the urge to scream. I wanted to get to Edge’s house as much as Adam but I also wanted to get there in one piece!
Adam chuckled at me and switched gears. “No love. I don't think you've never told me that. Thank you.”
“That wasn't a compliment!” Adam made a sharp right, almost hitting a ten feet tall shrub and I screamed. “Adam! Oh God, you are totally crazy.” A horrible screech followed on the tail of my words and I gasped as the car lurched under me.
“Oh my God. We're going to die. I know it. Are we almost there!?”
Adam laughed, “Almost.” I heard rustling coming from Adam’s direction and as something fell and hit my foot, I jumped. “Sugar can you get my fags? I think they fell somewhere by your feet.”
“I don't think so mister.” I shook my head and kept my eyes tightly closed.
“All right.” Adam sighed. “You leave me no choice but to let go of the wheel to get them myself.”
“NOO!!” I screeched and bent down to scramble around for Adam’s cigarettes. I found them and flung them at him, along with a glare. “There are you happy? Now I can get back to preparing for my death when this hunk of metal crashes and blows up into a fiery ball of fire.” I sat back, folded my arms and sniffed loudly.
Adam whistled. “I see someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.”
I kept quiet. I had started thinking about Aids and Edge again and I was anxious to get there. Although I knew it would be torture to be around Aids and not be able to say anything. How could I stop myself from accidentally bursting out, “Oh my god Aids guess what!? Edge came up to me today and wanted some advice on what kind of engagement ring you might like! Isn't that something!?” Feck.
The hum of the radio and the low rumble of the engine were the only noise the rest of the drive. Finally the van slowed and halted. I stared at Edge’s house with a knot of nervousness in my stomach.
I moved with lightening speed as I got out of the car. Adam took his time, lighting up another cigarette. Of course now that we're here he’s as slow as a turtle! I didn't wait around for him but headed up the drive, kicking loose stones as I went.
“Hey wait up!” Adam trotted to my side and slid an arm around my waist. He grinned cheekily. “I got you here in one piece didn't I?”
I snorted. “The jury’s still out on that one mate.”
“You're a bit cranky today.” Adam remarked and I glared at him.
“Excuse me? I am not cranky. Kids are cranky. Old people are cranky. I AM not!”
Adam flicked ashes away with a twist of his wrist and smacked his lips together before asking, “If you're not cranky then what are you?”
I sighed, “I don't know. A part of my wishes that Edge hadn't told me. I'm happy now that I know but it’s going to kill me not to be able to tell her.”
We'd reached the front door and I knocked. We waited. The door opened, revealing Mrs. Evans.
I smiled. “Hello Mrs. Evans. We're here to pick up Dave and Adrienne.”
She nodded and opened the door wide. “Yes Dave said you'd be coming by. I'm afraid Dave wont be going with you tonight. He’s caught a cold, the poor lad.”
“Oh no!” I said, frowning. “I'm sorry to hear that.”
“Yes it came on quite suddenly.” Mrs. Evans led up into the house and up the stairs to Edge’s room. She knocked on his door but left before it opened. I stared after her and jumped when Edge’s door opened.
Aids was visible through the crack. “Amber? Adam?” She opened the door all the way. “Come in guys. You heard about Edge?”
“Yeah. How is he?”
“He is fine.” Edge answered dryly form his bed.
I smiled. “Hi Edge. Sorry you're sick.”
“Thank you.”
I stepped further into the room. It looked like it always did except that the curtains were drawn. I walked up to Edge and flinched when I got a good look at him. His face was leeched of color, all except his nose, which stood out on his face like a cherry tomato. Poor Edge.
His eyes were a little cloudy as he smiled as me. “Hello.” He said pleasantly.
I grinned, “Hello Edge. Have you had any cold medicine yet?”
“yep!” He grinned lopsidedly and I laughed.
“How are you feeling?”
“Like shite.” He stated cheerfully.
Adam snorted. “So how bad is it? You looked fine yesterday.”
“Mum says it might be a 24 hour thing but I think I caught it from my baby cousin Jack. He’s a germ bomb. Anyway I need to get plenty of rest.”
“Yes plenty of rest.” Aids warned.
I smiled to see Edge rolling his eyes. “Yes Mum.”
“I mean it.” Aids threatened and turned to Adam and I. “earlier I walked in and caught him fiddling with his guitar!”
“Edge. Edge. Edge.” Adam sighed in disappointment. “Playing with your guitar at a time like this? Shame on you.” Edge turned a light pink and Aids rolled her eyes.
It took me a moment to get the joke. When I did I made a face and smacked Adam over the head.
“Adam that’s gross.”
He grinned. “I got some color into his face didn't I?”
“I guess.”
Edge smiled under our scrutiny, then he shifted.
Aids moved forward to fluff his pillows while Adam made himself comfortable on the end on the bed. He regarded Edge with a small frown. Edge stared back and raised his brows.
“What is it Adam?”
“You don't look good Mate.”
Aids became concerned and placed a hand on Edge’s forehead. “He does feel like he has a bit of a fever.”
Edge removed Aids’ hand and shivered. “Honey, you just had your hand in the freezer getting me ice. To you everything has a bit of a fever.”
Adam chuckled but Aids still looked worried. She turned to hide it by fluffing the pillows again. Edge, picking up on her fears, took her hand and pulled her down beside him.
“I hardly feel bad at all anymore. You're taking wonderful care of me. Don't worry yourself.” Edge spoke softly, more like himself, and Aids relaxed and leaned over to place a loving kiss on Edge’s forehead.
A knock on the door startled us all.
“Hello. Hello! It’s me The Edge! The B-Man!” I let out a small groan and Adam sighed and reached for his cigarettes. Aids grew slightly flushed.
Bono bounded into the room, grinning. “Hey Edge! I brought…the stuff you wanted…” Bono halted in the middle of the room when he saw his friend in bed. “What're you doing in bed Edge?”
“I've come down with a bit of a cold B.” Edge said, sniffing and blowing his nose loudly.
Bono looked crestfallen. “Edge you can't be sick! We're all going to the carnival together!”
Edge looked at Bono with bleary eyes out of his nest of blankets and pillows. “I wish I could go B really but I'm not up to it. You'll still have fun without me.”
“It wont be the same Edgy.”
“Edgy?” Adam remarked out of the corner of his mouth in astonishment. I had to cough to cover my giggle. Bono turned, as if just realizing that there were other people in the room. His eyes lit when they landed on Aids.
“You're still coming aren't you Aids?” He asked,
Aids hesitated. “I..I don't think I should.”
Bono looked like she'd just slapped him. “You have to go! You promised to go on at least one ride with me remember?”
Bono was on the verge of begging when Edge spoke. He addressed Aids.
“I wanted to talk to you about that love.” Aids nodded and Edge continued. “I want you to go and Bono can be your date.” Edge turned to a speechless Bono. “That is, if he wants to.”
“Of…of course! I'd be honored.” Bono stumbled out.
I wanted to scream out my objection. I almost did but Adam grabbed my hand and squeezed in warning. Well at least I didn't have to worry about Aids accepting. No way would she do that.
Aids and Edge shared a meaningful look and Aids sighed, “Yes, I'll go.”
Crap! So much for that. We said our goodbyes to Edge. Aids promised to bring him back something nice. We piled into Adam’s van and drove off. Aids and Bono sat in the back seat and I watched them closely in the rear view mirror. Bono put his arm around Aids and she leaned into him a little. I couldn't believe it. And I also couldn't believe that Edge had suggested this in the first place. But he didn't know how Bono felt. And Edge also didn't know that this was just the opportunity that Bono had been waiting for!