okay the thing that happened....
last night I was doing Reiki on myself...I didn't do it the night before so I figured I would.
So I'm listening to some Bowie
laugh
and I start to talk in my head to my guide..not really asking him stuff but more like just saying how I feel and things like that. And then after I'd been doing it for a while I asked him to please come to me in a dream and tell me his name.
maybe that was a stupid thing to do...
I slept kinda okay. I had some dreams but none that I really remember now. One thing I do remember is having the name Timothy pop up a lot but I don't know if that is his name or not. How am I supposed to know.
Anyway...so I got woken up by my dad early this morning and I was like aww crap he didn't come to my dreams. Then I kinda drifted back to sleep thinking about that....
and all of a sudden in my sleep it was like a whoosh of something and then I felt all tingly all over and I couldn't move. It was like a HUGE pressure was on me! I literally couldn't move. and I was still sleeping! Then while this was happening I heard in my head
"We have agreed."
then in my left ear there was a whisper. A guys voice...and it was kind of a warped and twisted voice..not pleasant.
but that could have been my imagination turning it into that.
anyway the voice said, "I love.."
I woke up before he could say anything else I was seriously scared!!!!
but he might have been trying to tell me his name...maybe I love is really something else...though I can't think of what! It's really been bothering me...and that's why I was up so early.