Thanks babe, you guys help a ton! I've always felt and do feel that for some reason I ended up with this disease for a reason and I think its so that I can have compassion for others and truly understand what pain is like. I try to take a bad thing and use it for good to be a supportive person to others in pain. And I always think it could be worse.
This has really been one of the hardest years in my life. Between loosing my friend, my marriage going into the crapper, and my health getting really wanky I'm just glad I haven't totally lost it yet. But I am blessed I have also felt love in my life and for that I will be forever greatful. I've had some amazing people come into my life who make me want to get up in the morning and keep on moving and breathing. I don't know where I will be in a few months time, but no matter what happens I will always hold them in my heart.