so.....being that i am a senitive soul anyway...................and having lived through alllll that in a very cogent, world understanding way {except for 63} in the "right" mood, long thinking/ bveing caught short with some very VIVID reminder.I get
even reallllllllll
for some short amount fo time.........perfectly natural................
what has made me a bit more "spooked" under certain references/ conditions has happened when THOSE anniversaries..come around .......esp when they're the big '0" and "5" ones........... since I read here about 2 yrs ago the "Pride Incident" as I'll name it................
oh to have remained
blissfully unaware of THAT
it's not like the concern hasn't come up for me....but it's a bit easier for one like mysellf who has such a VIVID imagination {it is the "down side" of such powers} .................not to have an actual 'could of' event to get even more fuel to the fire..........
I get a bit
when I am too reminded.....so all these now
It didn't help that both Patti & B made references to JFK on the 22nd MSG show...........I just hide my head in my hands after Pride got going.
THEN i was reminded several days later that RFK's birthday was 11/20..............now comes along 12/8. SO all these EXTRA reminders....gets my worry going for B......it'll go away again.. {and i do special energy protection for him/them/ and others just about every night} ........just too many reminders in too short of space of time
I'm DONE now