I can't sleep because my son wakes me up or I just wake up and start stressing. I don't have time to exercise, which also makes me not sleep well. Our last show is next week and my tech crews are totally behind and half my actors suck. Some of my students are starting to make stupid decisions about their lives (drinking, drugs, etc). My son thinks I'm boring (which I am) and would rather be with his dad because his dad does stuff with him that I don't wanna (call me selfish). Mr.Z and I barely see eachother any more we're both so busy. um... I think that's all.
zu
You are
not boring...... you're funny, & artistic, and a sportswoman......... and if I remember a post from some year or 2 back.... you said you don't play guitar b/c you & mr Z would get too competitive about it?
Yes, i remember --we were talking about guitars b/c I had just bought my Squire/by Fender guitar....
Of course what
I consider boring and what your son considers boring is a matter of opinion etc ......
and
don't you dare feel bad .... that there are things you "don't wanna" do with your son that you have Mr Z do instead....
... this is part of the same ole crap about turning women into complete self-sacrificing "saints".......... esp via religion! ( i got the "you're selfish" bit through Catholicism)
"God forbid"
women actually take some time for themselves ( selfish!
selfish! ), and NOT feel guilty about it !
It
not that you shouldn't
at times set aside, delay etc things that you'd like to do for a partner/ child/ elderly parent/ friend etc.. just not ad nauseam- especially like with
no one else doing their fair share if at all possible! I'm speaking generally.
Sorry to hear that your play & prep are going slow...... and that your school kids are getting into possibly difficult life situations.
And you & Mr Z being like ships passing in the night
hopefully things
will slow down some? Summer school-is-out vacation time?
What is a bacon avocado burger?
Why does everyone love bacon on a hamburger? I seriously can't stand it. Bacon is good with eggs, but with a hamburger? Oh hell no.
There's a good burger place around here, and I'm seriously tempted to order their burger that's similar to that for my lunch today. Must stay strong!!
This saturday I'll be home alone for over a week! Rents goin' on holiday!
But men aren't that bright in that department, so I bet he tried to pull them out!
That thread is so funny
I have to leave in a very few mins 
Yet another lab day.
*pops in*
