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Old 03-30-2006, 09:28 PM   #136
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I'm gouing to try and correct my other post so I'll bbs!
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Old 03-30-2006, 09:39 PM   #138
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SG, did I see you've been working on your manuscript?
For which story? The local legend one?
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Old 03-30-2006, 09:41 PM   #140
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have this all corrected for reading ......

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I'm back for a while...........

I wanted to add another thing about the rehab situation.

they {my counslor/program directr/clinical supervisor...then ALSO said........"we think you wouldn't want to be a waitress or *someother "lowlevel" and REAL anxiety/or ultra-boredom inducing job for me.*
Hhmm maybe the doing "piecework" comment. UGH BLEECH I can bnot maintain a fast repetitive pacer over hours & hours.I'm a good "sprinter" on those type of things not a longdistance runner.

and I'm like....{in my head} .what?!? WHAT!?!?.....where did all THIA sudeenly come from

and then from the clinic dir there was her comment "....sure my artist frinds would like to make theor living from fine art/ iluustraion" etc.

I'm like

Hey!!??!! since when do I *suddenly* "have to" go back to work!!?!!
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Thank goodness they didn't start up with {as a peer couselor who is a FT staff person..who I sometimes thinks < sprry IF this term offends anyone* ...says things like a "supercrip" would say......or MAYBE just a certain type of Republican............"the Dignity of Work" patter..........did several weeks back}

I don't even know just WHAT I can tolerate.
I think I can work my way up in illustration & fine art..... with some more practice/and self-confidence and working out a color style that's relatively easy to do....
My Art teacher has one idea style-wise, but I've started to think about another one....that might produce faster results.....

>>>>>wait til I finish this please<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<but dudn;'t want to be bounced out by Inf comp

I also had been several years back in the work evaluation 15-day thing that the Fed Govt sponsered getting back to work via revamp or learn new skills money for education............

and I was def highlighted for my compter & hand drawn art.

and the profesionals who were counseling people SAID we should try for jobs that don't Consistantly stress us out...
well i think the genral joy of art-making etc would over tak...e the anxiety i might have from time top time......I if I can get my bearing better I'm {in a momemt of self-confidence *grabs it* } good enough to turn stuff out with some months 8- 18 mons with more of the above {practice/ style etc}

I could be sending stuff out maybe by end of summer even............depending

I only gave the Originsal 18 months parameter which tho i didn't get time to explain I UNCONCIOUOSLY figured in buffer time b/c o of Family Medical crisis, the new APt looking, AND the NASTINESS of My roomie WHO DRAINS a fair portion of my homelife energy including art-making.
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I FINALLY realized one reason I often stay up after 12:30 AM - 2:00AM is that's often the ONLY time tye cranky roomie is NOT in the living room....so I can have PEACE & QUIET! *kicks cranky roomie*

All that interfers with me trying to reset MY sleep cycle earlier after "breaking" it throu oct/nov /dec from the fabulous fun we had in NYC & on the net!
that IS my responsibilty-- but the other actions only came concious in the past several weeks!

I have figured that one out....altho the cranky one went out TWO DAYS IN A ROW !! SO maybe she'll be out more now! tho last 2 years she wasn't that much even in spring/summer.

me & other nice new roomie were thrilled!

I found a collapseable :thingie" a "stand"it can be a lightstand or hold some other thing {in tandum with other light stands-- clip a white thick papers to throw white light into ta photoshoot...

this I am goingto get a light.with refeloector & Gripere to put omn in my room.where I have a portible drawing table....... FINALLY I can start working their at night and even afternoonj....my room dosen't get much light...

In fact I had started doing it beofre the over-head lights went out....... Super was away alot so couldn't get himto put them up.......

so that's what i'm also struggling with........
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UF Current!Adam is basically up there with JT!Adam for me now, but UF!Adam is not that far behind...
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btw will you explain you how you "self identify yourself" eless....only b/c i never totally saw/got your explaination way earlier last year and so I can get it right
How I identify myself? As in orientation or whatever? As in sexual preference and what not?
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***You go, SG!!!***

EVEN IF it's a half-sentence here & there, somtimes !
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How I identify myself? As in orientation or whatever? As in sexual preference and what not?
sorry I hear the term self-identify down here in NYC....often (not always, usually) refering to gender identity &/or sexual preference. Have had some recent TG aquaitences & friends "vs" my "older"{known thwem}gay/staight & bissexual ones.
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Dazz I'm sorry about the trouble with your living situation, but there are some positive things going on there, too from the sound of it
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I'll be back in a bit
i've been trying to finish up looking at the was bored /drew a picture thread..........
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Coming in to say hi and goodnight! I've been so busy today.

And now I've been listening to Wicked Game over and over. People say it's such a "sexy" song, but it's actually sad! "I never dreamed I'd love somebody like you, I never dreamed I'd lose somebody like you." That's sad!!
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sorry I hear the term self-identify down here in NYC....often (not always, usually) refering to gender identity &/or sexual preference. Have had some recent TG aquaitences & friends "vs" my "older"{known thwem}gay/staight & bissexual ones.
No worries

I'm a big ol' fashioned plain-jane run-of-the-mill white bread men-loving heterosexual. I loves the men.

*sprawls out on leopard-skin couch...is fanned by well-toned men in tuxedos*
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Dazz I'm sorry about the trouble with your living situation, but there are some positive things going on there, too from the sound of it
the art is more of a struggle... these days, more oftem than npt .......but maybe things will start to 'click' better.I'm NOT giving up!

NEW SPRING & MY FRIENDS { you all, too} {and sis & Mom} there's my Positives ! ANd my Good Physcial health and lovely apt/location ! Can u spell V-e-r-y G-r-a-t-f-u-l! for these!!!!!!!!!!!!
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