That is so great!!! I so admire people who take what they are given in life and try to make good out of it. I've changed alot of the things I was doing and eating and that has helped a ton. I don't see it as really a bad thing, because I understand how other people with chronic pain and illness feel. Its given me a compassion for people that not many truly understand. Its also led me to some amazing people in my life. I think God knew that I could handle it, so its okay. I go with it. Some days I'm not as stong as I'd like to be, but I just take it one day at a time.
Yesterday was a real shite day, but you know what I don't loose hope, cuz I woke up again today and started all over. Its what everyone does in this life. We all have our crosses to bear, its just how life is. But in everyday there is that glimmer of love and hope that always shines thru. Somedays its harder to find then others, but its there.
This afternoon when the girls where napping I was sitting on the couch sewing and I looked out our window and there was this tiny ray of sunshine peeking thru the clouds. It was the most beautiful thing. It was this really nice moment of peace. So I grabbed it up and put it in my heart for another day when things aren't as peaceful.