OMG, how horrible!!!
I just lost nearly all my beloved dogs(long story). They were just like my children....It happened 11 months ago and I still am in horrible shape because of it. The slightest thing that reminds me of them makes me wail, and i think of them too much.
Your Beagle is beautiful, my mom used to have a half beagle half foxhound, and she loved her so much!!!! They certainly are a special breed, and I can tell that yours has a lot of soul.
He's been a Angel to you in life, and now he will be an Angel to you in his next life, or the afterlife.
What I would do if I were you now, is just to make his remaining days the best you possibly can. Spoil him, of course, and perhaps you could look up some kind of alternative therapy that would maybe make him feel a little better? I dont know whats out there, but i might be able to find out if you want me to. I cant promise it will be of any help to you and him, but you never know.
As for that camera store....Grr....You should organize a boycott of them or something. That is unbelievable what they did.
If you have the money, perhaps you could have some portraits drawn from your memories of that trip? At least then you'd have that to look back on...I dunno, its just a thought.
Anyway, if you'd like to talk to someone else who totally understands how tragic the loss of a pet really is and who isnt ashamed to admit she secretly cries about it , you can always contact me!
PM, IM, whatever!
Best wishes to you both.