I just recently lot my mother... It was sudden, she commited suicide. She had been depressed, but i don't know for how long, cos she had been hiding it from me. I was at school when my dad came, and I was shocked when I got the message! My body just blocked everything! I couldn't think, move or cry. I just sat there shaking and got dizzy, and nearly fainted. It was so horrible! And neither I or any one else, even thought that mom would do something like that.. It's so painful to think about. This happened 1st November this year.. And after this experience, I think that Bono played the gig because he wanted to think about something else. He wanted to get away from it for a couple of hours that day. And I think it did him good! I'm trying to do things, like going to football practise, than to sit home staring at the wall.
And I must say that Streets, Kite, Sometimes and Stuck in a Moment really means a lot to me now. Even more than they did before. Streets (live at Slane Castle) was the first song I listened to after I got that message, and I started crying right away when Bono starts to sing "Ooooooooohhh" during "All I want is you"...