acadiashores
Babyface
I am drunk and I am hurting and I believe in God but where is he? So here is how my mind is working....
You are supposed to be all powerful
So why don?t you just hurry up and kill me already?
My soul has been dead for months, c?mon finish the job
You started the day you decided it would be ok if he broke my heart
Friends, lovers, the love of my life, you think it?s funny to take them all away
Take it away, take me away, make it go away. Make ME go away
Make me stop hurting, make me sleep, make me go away, make it all go away
I dare you, I fucking dare you to be the God you claim to be
Merciful my ass, you hate me, and I don?t want to hate you, I don?t want to hate anybody
But I hate myself, the ugly face that stares back at me, the ugly face that prevents me from feeling the love I am desperate to know
Each time I find the lips I want to kiss, the hands I want to touch me
They go away because I?m not beautiful and I never will be.
Will I be beautiful after death? Will I ever get my day? Will I ever find one that loves me that I love too?
Or am I supposed to just settle for the one who loves me?
I can?t take it any more
Let the demons consume me because I?m weak and I just can?t do it
Please, please kill me.
I?m even too weak to do that
Why do you kill others and let me live if you are so powerful?
What?s my purpose?
At least they are loved,
what am I besides a burden and an ugly thing that will never know love?
I dare you to take mercy on me!!!!!!!!
You are supposed to be all powerful
So why don?t you just hurry up and kill me already?
My soul has been dead for months, c?mon finish the job
You started the day you decided it would be ok if he broke my heart
Friends, lovers, the love of my life, you think it?s funny to take them all away
Take it away, take me away, make it go away. Make ME go away
Make me stop hurting, make me sleep, make me go away, make it all go away
I dare you, I fucking dare you to be the God you claim to be
Merciful my ass, you hate me, and I don?t want to hate you, I don?t want to hate anybody
But I hate myself, the ugly face that stares back at me, the ugly face that prevents me from feeling the love I am desperate to know
Each time I find the lips I want to kiss, the hands I want to touch me
They go away because I?m not beautiful and I never will be.
Will I be beautiful after death? Will I ever get my day? Will I ever find one that loves me that I love too?
Or am I supposed to just settle for the one who loves me?
I can?t take it any more
Let the demons consume me because I?m weak and I just can?t do it
Please, please kill me.
I?m even too weak to do that
Why do you kill others and let me live if you are so powerful?
What?s my purpose?
At least they are loved,
what am I besides a burden and an ugly thing that will never know love?
I dare you to take mercy on me!!!!!!!!