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HOLY SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHit, holy shit, holy holy shit......
I just realized it.
(forgive my language....)
We
We were living each other's fantasy.
We're not really what each other "is looking for", but what "we think we're looking for". Holy shit. It makes so much sense. That makes so much sense.
That's why it was so surreal, because it was fake.
I was her dream, her knight in shining armor - but she doesn't need one, just thinks she wants one. She was my version of the fantasy, my damsel that could be mine and protect, but she isn't that. She's not that way yet - she's just a kid.
She has nothing stable enough for a romace within her.
Ironically, I would be what she needed, because....... because we woulc create a balance between us. But it isn't so. Too many other factors.
But I can't think that way right now.
I just have to remember that we were each others fantasies.
The problem is, our real selves couldn't manifest those fantasies.
We're just not liek that. IN addition, we're just not capable yet.
So.......
so it was a good shot, but........ it just can't happen yet.
talk about MIA............ there is no way to define this one. And that, my friends, is why it haunts me so damn much....
I just realized it.
(forgive my language....)
We
We were living each other's fantasy.
We're not really what each other "is looking for", but what "we think we're looking for". Holy shit. It makes so much sense. That makes so much sense.
That's why it was so surreal, because it was fake.
I was her dream, her knight in shining armor - but she doesn't need one, just thinks she wants one. She was my version of the fantasy, my damsel that could be mine and protect, but she isn't that. She's not that way yet - she's just a kid.
She has nothing stable enough for a romace within her.
Ironically, I would be what she needed, because....... because we woulc create a balance between us. But it isn't so. Too many other factors.
But I can't think that way right now.
I just have to remember that we were each others fantasies.
The problem is, our real selves couldn't manifest those fantasies.
We're just not liek that. IN addition, we're just not capable yet.
So.......
so it was a good shot, but........ it just can't happen yet.
talk about MIA............ there is no way to define this one. And that, my friends, is why it haunts me so damn much....