My Prayer Poem

[Justin24]

Let me introduce my self to you god. My name is Justin and I am rot. I feel horrible for all the pain I have cause to to family and friends.

I ask for forgivness for all my sins, I feel as if I am infected with the devil virus. I laugh at videos of pain, I have watched porn when I know it's not the correct thing.

I have insulted people with my words on a specific board. I ask for there forgivness. I dont want to be like this anymore. I have contiplated suicide many times in my life.

I wont do it, because of the crying I will be tormented with and the consiquences. I was given this life, but so far I feel it has been a waste of time.

I have been called stupid, dumb, uneducated! I have asked for you to stop that, I have felt like going on a rampage. I have controlled my self. I need your wisdom more than ever. I am called uneducated but I have an eye for photography. I want to do more please help me.

I have always asked you to help my family and others in your great divine............... world. It's hard to hear your response, like I dont want to hear.

I want to hear your message, telling me all is forgiven. You are human.

I commend my sould to you god, I hope you will take it. I think this world does not see it, except for you.

 

[wizard2c]

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Justin, there are many unanswered prayers.

I search constantly for that Fellowship...you know the one from the LOTR...the one which ultimately fulfull their quest. I wake each morning wishing one of them would appear {or at least a counterpart since we are speaking of a time differential here}....but each morning it's the same old tune.

I, too, am an excellent photographer....35mm Nikon Pro type, negatives and all...you should see some of my ice hockey 8x10's and 11x14's....so real......I used to sit behind the visitors' bench....but I did not have the luxury of the newsbox with the professionals...I had to shoot through the plexiglass and that is not easy {as you well know about lens flare}.....I Photoshopped a face-off which is truly awesome...fish-eyed effect. Enough said.

Keep on with the prayers.......they eventually get heard....don't give up.....
I'm always around somewhere 24/7.......if you ever feel the need....just click here.

carol
wizard2c

 

[wizard2c]

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wizard2c wrote:

"I'm always around somewhere 24/7.......if you ever feel the need....just click here."

Justin, to be honest part of this is from Alan Jackson's tune www.memory.....it kinda goes: whenever you feel the need just click on me and I'll walk you home.

Anyhow, hope today is a good one and keep those prayers in mind.....

carol
wizard2c