I Know You Want Me Dead

[Bonochick]

I helped you build these bridges
We can focus when we?re sober,
But now I?m scared to walk on them
Because I fear you?ll push me over

Is that the thanks that I get
For everything that I?ve done?
You said that you could trust me
I was beautiful, nice, and fun

But how quickly you change your mind
How quickly you turn around,
The only way you can rest now
Is if I?m six feet underground

I know you want me dead
I know too much for my own good,
I know you want me dead
You?d kill me if you could

Maybe someday you will find
The courage that you need,
So that you may dispose of me
And my non-existent greed

Why can?t you open your eyes up
And see that I?m the one who?s true?
How can you trust those other ones
After all that we?ve been through?

Why did you stop trusting me?
Why do you think that I will tell?
You know I?ll take your secrets
With me down to Hell

I know you want me dead
I just wish that I knew why,
I know you want me dead
Go on and give it a try

 

[beegee]

jesus...hey bc, are you ok?

 

[LarryMullen's POPAngel]

Kat, I think when you get a job you should really consider seeing if they have a plan that allows you to maybe go talk to someone.