Love is false! Socializing is fake. dreaming of possibiltiy in my life is immagination! fuck what people saying about your poems. I am lost the girl I loved was a fake prettending to like me is the biggest trick in the book. I speak so negativily, I am not crazy or suicidal I am being who I am. I see hope in childrens eyes in other people though except mine. God why are mine and other peoples lives so fucked up. I cant see love as I used to I only see despair love lost and no hope. I will continue what I do till the day I die and when I meet the maker mabey he can get rid of my hate and restore hope.