gone

[acadiashores]

Gone

warm nights,
laughter,
smiles
And love
All just memories,
that leave me alone
to ache,
and question...
what might have been.

 

[Bonochick]

We can spend our whole lives guessing what might have been...

I'll never be able to get around that.

 

[Zoomerang96]

very well put. i like it. generic compliments from a generic guy.

 

[acadiashores]

thanks guys. Ive had a friend open my eyes in the last few days. You can't live your entire life looking back. For me depression was a choice, I chose to look on the negative and let it suck me down. I'm not going to do that. Yes Im sorry that I lost what I lost but I can't dwell on that forever because it's not coming back. Hopefully if I keep my head up and learn from my mistakes love will find me again. If not, that is ok, I have learned to love myself.

 

[Bonochick]

I'm glad you are feeling that way.

Part of me liked being depressed...I liked being sad because it was easy, since I was so used to it. I didn't even see myself as having a problem because I just thought that was a normal life. I thought everybody shared the same view on life as I did. Then, one day, I began to realize I was really fucked up. *LOL*

Slowly but surely...but what can I say? I still carry along tendencies from the past at times.