FH's thread - I'll write more over time

[For Honor]

So I'll be the only one, one again.
I'm not afraid of being alone

I don't really know otherwise, really.
It's just so..... typical
To be so untypical


I guess I just have to accept it.
I'm on my own path

 

[For Honor]

Not meant to love

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Sole possesion; possesion of a soul

 

[For Honor]

"So... maybe it is meant to work out in such a way"






"What is the ultimate motivation for... for this boy?"
"What do you think, fool? Tempt him with what he would desire most"
"Which would be....?"
" 'What he never had'. He surely will feel like something is missing, looking around him"
"So that is your plan. I believe that would work on him. He's already been influenced"
"Yes. In addition to that, he's been shaped into something... more susceptible..."


"...so I see. It is almost a certainty, then."
"He wouldn't even realize it, that he was being led down one path all along. Everything, all pointing in one direction."
"There is only one problem, though"
"...?"
"He musn't get caught in the catch. Here; look at this..."
"Indeed he must move through that period."
"The hard part will be making him see..."
"Yes, I agree."
"How does one convince a boy... that by letting go, everything he ever wanted...
"...Will come to him"

 

[wizard2c]

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For Honor......makes some sense but

"How does one convince a boy... that by letting go, everything he ever wanted...
"...Will come to him"

What does the boy really want.....does he really know?

I look at each day as a new journey so I never do know what I really want....but then the now becomes the future so I actually can make it happen which leads me to a saying from none other than.....The Lord of the Rings.....

"even the smallest person can change the course of the future"

Why doesn't the boy make the future happen....especially if he knows what he does want.

carol
wizard2c

 

[For Honor]

don't read yet, I'm not done






what I wrote can be interpreted many ways.
I didn't say who was speaking


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In the version in my head, it is two people speaking of the boy. You do not know if they are malicious or beneficial. However...

The boy is .... was... has been... etc., in a state of deception. Yet is the deception put on him by others

or is it really in his own mind?



Either way, he doesn't realize that he is set on his course. I can't put it into words very well, but it is...... like.....




...



In my mind, the boy knows what he wants. But he is a boy.
He sees things in only certain ways. The two people who are speaking of the boy are older, and for better or worse wiser. (Not that what I have stated is really relevant, just background, sort of). But .......

... the boy see's what it is he wanted, he knows what he wants. He sees something he's wanted his whole life. (boy does not neccesarily refer to age, but perhaps, knowledge, understanding. Or maybe even just that he is still a pawn of sorts). He sees it, and of course wants it very much.

But the thing is........
He can chase it, at this point, but cannot have it.
The true version of what he wants will only be his after he lets go of his... desire to get what it is he "sees", what it is that he "sees" that he wants.


There is the play of letting go, that is a major theme.
However

There is also a notion that
no matter what he is on the right course
But it is time for him to understand, time for him to learn a little more about his path, this "mystery"



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And most ultimately.............


The boy begins to see that... that he has been on the one path all along. Taking it further....... the path has always been there, even at times when it seems he was off it, or going in another direction. But he begins to see that everything, all actions, happenings, all situations, all simulations, all isolations... they all were pointed at the one thing; his destiny.

BUt that is part of destiny, too. Sometimes you have to be unaware in order to understand. Or at least, you have to be unaware so that you can come to understand in the right way.......

 

[For Honor]

Hmm.... so many things



"BeLIEve", Pass on the DNA, Tomorrow was the day I first met you, It's not whether you were right or wrong, but how much faith - that's what determines your success,

so many things

And even the phantom of the opera comes on.



Only then
can you
belong
to
me......

 

[For Honor]

Wow, tomorrow I should spend time writing - I have so many things I can now write on

It is so great! I have things to do - vaccume, organize my desk, watch 5 awesome movies - HERO, Crouging TIger, The Master, Zatoichi, The Tai-chi Master, and i forgot - Mr. Bill SNL's best.

And things videogames, a few
And books to read!
And lots of food to eat!!!
That's the best... food is so good........ I had a few times when I couldn't eat much


ANd I can ride my bike, or workout on the bench, ...

Wow, it is so nice to have lots to be able to do like that......
ANd tomorrow I might get my cat down here.....

I just gotta get that digital carmera cable so I can get those darn pictures up!!!! blah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I'm just not used to haveing so much to be able to do, lol.

Having good things to do will help with passing the time.
And I'll be getting a job soon.
And I should get on with seeking my liscence, etc...................


but there is so much to write about........ ........

 

[For Honor]

la li lu le lo
all that they don't want you to know


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Dammit....... what else is ther.......
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That's the way it is -> the music box.......

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oh yes.... remember - japanese learning, and also, asian culture books........

 

[For Honor]

Since I go to this thread often, I'll decorate it how I like

I'm not like most people
Because when I see a thing of beauty, I respect it.
When I see a beautiful woman, I don't think about sex
I think about beauty

That's why I've chosen to be a virgin, thus far.

I won't even get into sex... for your sake, that is.
But understand me when I post images of what I see as pretty, or beautiful. I do it in the most sincere and un-perverted mannor. Hmmm...........................


That is correct, though...... I can post other images of beauty as well..........


But for now, this

 

[For Honor]

and this

 

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Someday.... I'll go to this place, and see a game.........

(ppsssst - the school color's are white and red....)

So........ perhaps, yes..............

A truly good day for me would be combining the two - going on a date with a very attractive woman to see a game at Memorial Stadium.............

That would be a huge present for me.....

but
I don't really want it
It's just like...... yeah, that would be nice........

I guess I don't invest much in things like that...

 

[For Honor]

I will retire my old signature........

and put up a revision

This was brought about from a few things, but mostly because of the FYM thread put up about the rapes in Darfur. I know revising my signature won't do much, but I figure the addition is worthy one...

Besides, even our constitution has ammendments. I'm sure God wouldn't mind my addendum...

"Bless those who persecute you;
bless, and don't curse.
Rejoice with those who rejoice.
Weep with those who weep.
Be of the same mind one toward another.
Don't set your mind on high things,
but associate with the humble.
Don't be wise in your own conceits.
Repay no one evil for evil.
Respect what is honorable in the sight of all men.
If it is possible, as much as it is up to you,
be at peace with all men.
Don't seek revenge yourselves, beloved,
but give place to God's wrath.
For it is written,
"Vengeance belongs to me;
I will repay, says the Lord."
Therefore
"If your enemy is hungry, feed him.
If he is thirsty, give him a drink.
For in doing so, you will heap
coals of fire on his head."
Don't be overcome by evil,
but overcome evil with good."
Romans 12:14-21


So yes, I have changed my sig image.......

 

[For Honor]

why isn't this in my thread!!!!



Tao Te Ching
by LAO TSU
Translation by Gia Fu Feng
and Jane English



Thirty-One

Good weapons are instruments of fear; all creatures hate them.
Therefore followers of Tao never use them.
The wise man prefers the left.
The man of war prefers the right.

Weapons are instruments of fear; they are not a wise man's tools.
He uses them only when he has no choice.
Peace and quiet are dear to his heart,
And victory no cause for rejoicing.
If you rejoice in victory, then you delight in killing;
If you delight in killing, you cannot fulfill yourself.

On happy occasions precedence is given to the left,
On sad occasions to the right.
In the army the general stands on the left,
The commander in chief on the right.
That means that war is conducted like a funeral.
When many people are being killed,
They should be mourned in heartfelt sorrow.
That is why a victory must be observed like a funeral.

 

[wizard2c]

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Well back from a week of being sick.........hypersensitivity to the extreme.....had to spend most of the other day at ER but feeling better and the sun is shining as I write.

carol
wizard2c

 

[For Honor]

ER?!?

Oh boy..........


Well, as long as you are doing better..........

 

[wizard2c]

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Feeling better, stronger today than yesterday, thanks, For Honor.

carol
wizard2c


Must catch up on my readings.

 

[For Honor]

Well that is good news, wizard2c

 

[For Honor]

A beautiful Chinese girl sprouts mauve bunny ears, crosses her arms and in a contretemps manages to suggest both feminine surrender and the bullfighter’s stance of challenge. Behind her is an exquisite silken panel in hues of violet, lavender and periwinkle. The favorite colors of Taurus, Stephanie Goldman uses them to replace the symbolic red flag. This flag is guaranteed to gain the attention of nearby Taurus, which has a bull’s head on a human body. A large and exquisite emerald (Taurus’ favorite stone) dangles from his right horn. Its spring green shade is a favorite of the Rabbit. Goldman’s beautiful Rabbit girl can surely see it, as she can see the zodiac symbol for Taurus directly below the precious stone. In a brilliant use of artistic wit, Goldman gives her Rabbit girl a mirrored stance of attraction. She dangles a large pearl like orb, the mysterious planet Venus which rules Taurus, while above her jewel is the Chinese calligraphy for Rabbit.

Clearly both parties are courting each other. The Rabbit is refined, diplomatic, gentle; Taurus is dependable, charming and emotionally stable. Goldman paints exactly that — a prescription for harmony and tranquility. Rabbit-Taurus is a lucky soul.

Goldman’s artful Rabbit and earthy Taurus are perfect for each other. This is one of those East-West zodiac marriages which are made in heaven. Good qualities line up one right after the other. Rabbit-Taurus is a very well-balanced individual, in many ways down to earth and easygoing, charming individuals gifted both with imagination and the grit to get the work done. No matter how refined looking the exterior, Rabbit-Taurus is said to be tough and resilient. Goldman portrays exactly this. Her mauve and violet rabbit may define the painting, but her sturdy and solid Taurus looks ready and able to shore up the illusion at any time. This is a perfect painting of strength and delicacy; the same is true of the combined Rabbit-Taurus

 

[For Honor]

^ maybe that's why I like Chinese women so much, eh????

 

[For Honor]

"Wall Paper

 

[For Honor]

"Wall Paper" For my thread

 

[wizard2c]

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For Honor........what are you up to today?????

carol
wizard2c

 

[For Honor]

Eh, the usual.....


and yourself?

 

[wizard2c]

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Always ready and on alert.....as the dragon slumbers........the wizard awaits.......

The Hobbit reading of this AM:

"page 202
On The Doorstep....

"Not at any rate until the songs have come true!" said they. It was easier to believe in the Dragon and less easy to believe in Thorin in these wild parts. Indeed their stores had no need of any guard, for all the land was desolate and empty. So their escort left them, making off swiftly down the river and the shoreward paths, although the night was already drawing on."

{please note Hobbit readings are at random......close your eyes and open to a page..........}......this is not pre-rehearsed.

carol
wizard2c

 

[For Honor]

Well, subconsciously, don't you know where everything in the book is? You seemed.... fairly well versed in that novel, so to say.


ah, waht's going on with Intereference! I can't post, it seems.....
and the site was down, early this morning.



So, in that book, what does the Dragon represent?


*yawn* I fell asleep with my computer on..........

 

[wizard2c]

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I just don't fit in here....people at work don't talk with one another.......no one to talk to........seven years on the internet.....not one e-mail from anyone......perhaps I don't really exist or maybe should not exist at all.

All people do is talk to someone they know on their cellphone.....or they are so close to a microwave tower they don't talk at all.

This isn't a world...........it's like no one cares.....oh maybe a few......but the rest are like walking zombies.......{duh}....something not right here ...I at least have feelings.........others seem so like Stepford Wives........perhaps an alien invasion?

I must add to my arsenal of weapons for the next national disaster....be sure to include a silver bullet this time.

carol
wizard2c

 

[For Honor]

dont be afraid to look with open eeys


Oh, and I've never gotten an email from someone that I didn't know through school. Well........ one person........ but that is a long story.......................



Arse?
Arsenal of weapons?
You're not going to shoot the hurricane down, are you?

You can't, I won't let you. People need to see "the truth"

....so to say...........

 

[For Honor]

Ah, don't mind my rambling............. too many things going on at once