Change

[Justin24]

Change no more. Be lonely some more. Buying flowers for someone you love and no response. Turn love into hate and anger. I finally realized my life is to be complicated a life were I will be the lowest expectation, were I see others progress and I shine there shoes, But when I die I hope God Wont shun me, like my life has done so far.
I stop and think my life is fucked I refuse to suicide but I dont want to live like this until I am 65. There is nothing or no one for a peons life.

I write her asking for "One Love" no respone turns into no love. We met we talked, we laughed, I send you flowers saying I love you. I get not even a thank you. God I am not mad at you, My Love I could never be mad at you, I guess that is what I am supposed to believe.

Hopefully someday I can beloved before it's to late.

 

[For Honor]

I think it is more an illusion to believe that things don't "change", but then again,it depends on how you want to define "change".

I can't tell if you mispelt some words or did it onpurpose, but overall it is an interesting snapshot. I've been in similar spots in the past.

"Hopefully someday I can beloved before it's too late"
- well, that's a touching sentiment I guess. I've heard someone say that a lot.... but it just pushed him farther and farther away from what he really needed to do. Perhap such trials are neccesary, though.