Hope everything goes well, and if you ever need anything you know where to find me! 
cobl 
well Mum's having full-blooded chemo. she will lose her hair and all. docs believe this will kill off any undetectable cells forming but can't say it won't come back, somewhere else, at any time.
that whole don't-believe-it-till-it-involves you thing.
That blows.
well Mum's having full-blooded chemo. she will lose her hair and all. docs believe this will kill off any undetectable cells forming but can't say it won't come back, somewhere else, at any time.
that whole don't-believe-it-till-it-involves you thing.
cobl
That it's always the awkward or creepy guys that fall for me. And never one that I like. Now how the F am I supposed to tell a close friend to stop messaging me every fricking second of the day? He's far too easily hurt and goes to victim role irrationally quickly. Fuck this.
I hate not knowing.
I hate not knowing.
yeah, i can relate! when out, it's always some really creepy and quite old (and sometimes badly drunk) guys that totally hit on me... screw them! i want someone that i want!!! and not settling for less
but your friend?? hmm... break it gently to him... tell him that you want to be available & single in case Bono should ever get a divorce or something like that
it's bad not knowing! but sometimes knowing can hurt as much!
Well I always will be available for Bono, so my future guy would just have to live with it. But yeah, there's no such thing as breaking it gently with him. He'll immediately take offense of the highest level and play the victim card. 
That always happens.
I'm glad you got a bonus. We haven't had a raise/bonus here for 3 years.
i guess he's just going to have to suck it up and settle with the situation! you can't always get what you want! unless he goes on forward to pursuit your heart in a normal, cute and appropriate way and growing out of the playing-the-victim-status! and then succeeding by any chance.. I hate that all of this stress in my life has now made me physically ill!
sorry to hear that, Amy!
He's still constantly trying to talk to me about pointless shit. Asking me what I'm doing, how I'm doing, what I'm planning to do.... WTF DUDE? Stop acting like a fucking lovesick GIRL. 
I'm just gonna start talking about Bono or perhaps even prettyboy. God I can't take this shit anymore.
ETA: Yeah. I cracked. And ofcourse he twisted it in his usual way calling me a princess and that he would no longer bother me. Well great. He's leaving me alone, but ofcourse he'll make sure that I feel bad about this while it's not even my fucking fault!
Unless you guys met while you were in nursery school or something, you should tell this dude you "need your space" or something and slowly but surely lose him from your life. This dude is always going to want to bust out of the friend zone. I know it sounds harsh, but it might be the best move for your own personal sanity.
I'm just gonna start talking about Bono or perhaps even prettyboy. God I can't take this shit anymore.
ETA: Yeah. I cracked. And ofcourse he twisted it in his usual way calling me a princess and that he would no longer bother me. Well great. He's leaving me alone, but ofcourse he'll make sure that I feel bad about this while it's not even my fucking fault!
don't feel bad about it! you just needed to tell him and i still think he needs to suck it up if he still wants to be your friend in the future! you can't let yourself being driven to nuts by such people!!
Who needs a "friend" like that?
Not in my book!
