VertigoGal
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I have an eating disorder (and severe depression apparently but everyone who has the first has the second ). I've been in treatment since April or May, and it's a day to day struggle. I know I'm not the only one here with a current or past history of eating disorders. Apparently I'm the only one with the balls to admit it though. just kidding...
Anyway eating disorders suck and make life hell (and yet are so tempting and inviting). There are a lot of misconceptions about them. For instance, that they are silly and vain and just a month long phase and that everyone who has one has it for no other reason than that they think Nicole Richie is, like, totally insperayshunal. Or that you could never develop one because "I just love food too much."
So I had a shitty ass couple of weeks and am finally back on track and am trying to build the courage to discuss this with some of my friends instead of denying things and talking around the issue. That's a bit scary though and seems like a bad idea (though I'm told it works wonders), so I've decided to start this thread because I hardly know most of you and if you think I'm weird and a mental case, it doesn't matter (and you'd have a decent case to be honest).
Also, I think someone needed to start this thread eventually because I'm not about to believe that out of 50,000+ members I'm the only one with one...that's bullshit.
so don't make this awkward by leaving me as the only one to admit it. cos that would be really shitty.
anyway maybe I'll post more later or maybe I won't. and maybe I'll say this to people who I actually "know" and maybe I won't. I do what I want bitches
Anyway eating disorders suck and make life hell (and yet are so tempting and inviting). There are a lot of misconceptions about them. For instance, that they are silly and vain and just a month long phase and that everyone who has one has it for no other reason than that they think Nicole Richie is, like, totally insperayshunal. Or that you could never develop one because "I just love food too much."
So I had a shitty ass couple of weeks and am finally back on track and am trying to build the courage to discuss this with some of my friends instead of denying things and talking around the issue. That's a bit scary though and seems like a bad idea (though I'm told it works wonders), so I've decided to start this thread because I hardly know most of you and if you think I'm weird and a mental case, it doesn't matter (and you'd have a decent case to be honest).
Also, I think someone needed to start this thread eventually because I'm not about to believe that out of 50,000+ members I'm the only one with one...that's bullshit.
so don't make this awkward by leaving me as the only one to admit it. cos that would be really shitty.
anyway maybe I'll post more later or maybe I won't. and maybe I'll say this to people who I actually "know" and maybe I won't. I do what I want bitches