Seriously... i wonder if i have what it takes to become an independent person (you know, how will i deal with life?). There's skills i should have learned by know, surely. (i won't get into details cause i seriously couldn't show my face here again)
I suppose looking for a job is the first step towards independency, but what if i mess up and get myself fired?
If i didn't make it in college and i don't make it in a job (and don't get me started on my nervousness at job interviews) - what does that make me? Not much, huh?
Last but not least, my shyness towards guys is just getting ridicoulus. Who's to say there's someone special out there for me too? I mean, the fact is not everyone finds a soulmate.
I'd like one of those crystal balls to look into the future...you know? Just to know the way it's going to turn out.
ps: Right...that just about sums it up - it's about as confess-y as it gets for me.
I suppose looking for a job is the first step towards independency, but what if i mess up and get myself fired?
If i didn't make it in college and i don't make it in a job (and don't get me started on my nervousness at job interviews) - what does that make me? Not much, huh?
Last but not least, my shyness towards guys is just getting ridicoulus. Who's to say there's someone special out there for me too? I mean, the fact is not everyone finds a soulmate.
I'd like one of those crystal balls to look into the future...you know? Just to know the way it's going to turn out.
ps: Right...that just about sums it up - it's about as confess-y as it gets for me.
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