The world of photography is fun but can be stressful and jealousy can arrives and emotions run rampat. I am a photographer, have been for the a little over five years.
Sitting here are work. I realize lately I have been shit when it comes to photographs. I have been shooting simple shots, I wan't to take more complicated shots. Recent work that I submited and had critiqued really brought me down. Am I loosing it? I hope not. I am to infatuated with making money off my pictures, I left the love of the art behind some where and I need to go back and pick up my friend and create beauty, mystery, sensuality, drama, comedy, fear. I need my life blood back.
Wanting money and fame has detracted me. Being a member of a photography forum made me realize that I may have lost some of me and seeing those people create art has awakened me.
I need to Restart my thinking machine and reboot my eyes, my heart, my mind.
Sitting here are work. I realize lately I have been shit when it comes to photographs. I have been shooting simple shots, I wan't to take more complicated shots. Recent work that I submited and had critiqued really brought me down. Am I loosing it? I hope not. I am to infatuated with making money off my pictures, I left the love of the art behind some where and I need to go back and pick up my friend and create beauty, mystery, sensuality, drama, comedy, fear. I need my life blood back.
Wanting money and fame has detracted me. Being a member of a photography forum made me realize that I may have lost some of me and seeing those people create art has awakened me.
I need to Restart my thinking machine and reboot my eyes, my heart, my mind.