I've really been down the past several months, Ever since the end of july I've been questioning my sexuality. I've been straight before that. I only ever checked out woman and never guys. But it seems that my self esteem and lonliness are starting to manifest themselves into sexual urges. Lets be clear I want to marry a woman, do things with a woman etc etc you get the point . In fact I find woman emotionally and physically attractive and when I imagine with myself with a woman, sex forms part of the whole picture. Where as with men it seems to be with lust, I have zero urge to have a proper relationship with a dude . I depise what has happened to me, I was starting to get my life into shape (I'm 16 BTW) then this crap pops up. I was always nervous around woman and had a poor self-image and because of my mental inhibitions, I never ask a girl out in fact the first and last time I kissed a girl was when i was 10 (which is pretty sad in fact). Also many of guy friends started to smoke hash and get involved with vandalism which I wanted no part of so most of them have either moved away or are doing things I don't agree with and I stopped going about with them consequently. This has made me incredibley lonely and the only time I get out the house is to go to the local sports centre to play football with some of my mates from school. I just really resent all this crap thats happened to me and i seem to have good days and bad days. Bi-curious is label I feel most cofortable with just now because neither straight nor gay seem to fit. Has anyone else questioned their sexuality or can anyone give me any advice? Thank you for any help
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