out of lurking...and lost.

[BonoInAKilt]

im out of lurking now.
i was addicted to this place..about a year ago.
and i had to fight the addiction..
but now im back. lol
and so the addiction begins again.

confession time:
im so depressed.

1. i need a job SO BADLY!
2. i need to get my arse in school.
3. i need to start workin out again.
4. im behind on EVERYTHING.
5. i need a job so i have some money so i can move out
6. my friends suck and don't seem to like me anymore.
7. life just sucks.
8. lied to the one i am in love with. lied a few many times. i dont know why. doesnt help that he lives so far away. *sigh* im just causing too many problems.
9. im too impatient and its driving me insane that i have to wait until november for the new U2 album.
10. best friend lives in south carolina and i havent seen her at all this year and i have no way of getting there and its driving me crazy.
11. life just sucks.

lol ill end it at that. although my list can go on.

its just a low point right now. and im going insane.
and i just don't know what to do.

and so ends my rant.

 

[Muggsy]

all of us have been through hard times... Some of the things you wrote happened to me some months ago. just don't be depressed, things will be better soon

lore

 

[U2democrat]

i'm with you on about half of those points......but i figure as time goes on things will get better. that's how its always been for me.

 

[BonoInAKilt]

i know.

but all of this has just dragged on for too long.

and i know i need to change my ways and such.

i dunno. i just cant handle it all anymore. ya know?




just confused. i guess.

 

[Lisa71]

I've been through all that stuff too and it sucks! Sometimes it's way too easy to focus on EVERYTHING that is wrong. Seeing the big picture makes you feel overwhelmed. Maybe just take one issue at a time and try to go from there. If you say you need to fix it all then you won't have a chance because you can't do it ALL. Baby steps always seem to help. Good Luck