I've been holding back just a bit on this, but I can't hold this in anymore.
As you know I've been battling some stuff with my lymph nodes. Well a couple weeks ago I went back to the doctors because I wasn't getting better and they did a whole bunch of test on me, they are checking for lymphoma and leukemia ( cancer), and when the doc told me that I freaked out.
I got the results back, and they are still not sure exactly what it is my white blood cells were high, and my red blood cells were low. He said there is a still a chance I can have one or the other, lymphoma or leukemia, but he wanted to wait.
But a few days later he called me back and said if you're not better in a couple weeks than come back and we'll have a surgeon come in and take a look, only problem is where the lymph nodes/lumps are on my neck are near my juggler vein and some main artery. So it's a risk, and he also say there may be a chance even if it is not cancer that I will have to do chemo and radiation.
It's all confusing and scary for me cause I'm sitting here going what if? I want an answer soon. I haven't said much about it to anyone, but I had to let it out now. So if you all can keep me in your prayers it would be great. Thanks!