girlhappy
War Child
I am not sure how to explain this thread clearly.I work a lot, hardly had a day off in 2 months. When i had free weekend i was usually so exhausted that i didnt do anything constructive
The thing is: I am working with a children, so the job is emotionally demanding. Anyhow, i am happy about the job because i love kids.(teenagers to be exact).
But, yesterday i was walking home from my work. It was friday evening, i didnt menage to go to the ballet i was interested in. So here i am:friday evening, all my friends are out, i dont have a boyfriend , feeling pretty lonely. I am so into my work that when i got out of it for a moment i was like- lost. And i was sort of using my work to escape from recently broken relationship. And now, school holidays are ahead and i wonder am i able to face with other parts of my life? I didnt have a chance to see my friends and when i dont have that emotional connection with people i love i feel low. I didnt feel so lonely for a long time.
At the same time i feel so exhausted that i often dont go and do things/see people bcause i am literally collecting energy for a next day. Any advice would be greately appreciated.
The thing is: I am working with a children, so the job is emotionally demanding. Anyhow, i am happy about the job because i love kids.(teenagers to be exact).
But, yesterday i was walking home from my work. It was friday evening, i didnt menage to go to the ballet i was interested in. So here i am:friday evening, all my friends are out, i dont have a boyfriend , feeling pretty lonely. I am so into my work that when i got out of it for a moment i was like- lost. And i was sort of using my work to escape from recently broken relationship. And now, school holidays are ahead and i wonder am i able to face with other parts of my life? I didnt have a chance to see my friends and when i dont have that emotional connection with people i love i feel low. I didnt feel so lonely for a long time.
At the same time i feel so exhausted that i often dont go and do things/see people bcause i am literally collecting energy for a next day. Any advice would be greately appreciated.