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Old 06-29-2005, 11:45 PM   #1
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I'm going to have to do the hardest thing I've ever done in my life

August 30th




It is going to be so hard. But I guess I have to do it, it's for the best. I don't have to say what it is, becaue it doesn't really matter. It will be the hardest thing I've ever done in my entire life. I don't want to, but it is sort of inevitable.

It is so hard becaue I know I have to do it. I have to do what's right. I have to let go. I have to love.


I have to love completely by letting go...


And it is just hard.
So I might use this thread as a bit of a countdown and coping mechanism.

Thanks for reading
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Old 06-30-2005, 07:21 AM   #2
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Old 06-30-2005, 09:11 PM   #6
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I feel better about it to day.


Songs like Walk On and of course With or Without You help.

Thanks for your support. Maybe over time I will talk about it more. Maybe not. But it is two months away, so I shouldn't focus on the bad things for now.

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"It's just a moment, this time will pass".

I won't give you a long winded answer, but just have hope. Have some light ion the darkness. A bad feeling cannot last forever.


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I hope everything turns out okay for you. Sometimes things that happen in life at the moment seem so bad but in time it will be always for the better.

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I currently feel the same way about a situation in my life.

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Old 07-02-2005, 12:03 AM   #10
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I suppose I should be thankful that I don't have to "let go" of what I am holding on to completly, more so just... change.

(How could I forget to list "Stuck in a moment..."! )


It will be better, and ultimately, I will be "one step closer to knowing" the ultimate truth about the situation, I suppose. So many things are subject to perspective.

But the reluctance...

Heh, I just saw "Ronin" tonight, a so-so action movie with Robert Deniro. It was fun, but I remember a good line about reluctance...

"You're afraid?"

"I'm not reluctant because I'm happy"
heh...

I suppose I will miss my friday night family movie as well... I'm going away to college, but honestly, that isn't the main reason why I am .... why I say "i'm going to have to do the hardest thing I've ever done in my life"


(and as I write that, look what happens.... oh boy, heh)


It is going to be so hard because of my investments. For the first time I really put a lot of... my emotional side into something. And a lot of personal discoveries were made along the way, a lot of firsts. And I'll never forget that. I am a very sentimental person, I realize.


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About one hour passed between the last letters I entered in my above post and now.



That hour part of the reason why it will be so hard.


That hour was basically... it represented everything I could ever want.
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Old 07-02-2005, 12:10 AM   #12
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But I will be alright, because I know every day is one step closer to knowing the answer...





And that is one thing I guess I can't really be dissapointed to know about. I can't rush it, I can't control it, I just have to wait.

But it is worth waiting, and worth knowing, and worth ...
It was, is, and will always have been worth it - I've always said that.

I guess sometimes I forget that....
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