jkayet
New Yorker
Ok, so does anyone find that when you hit 25, outlooks on things start deteriorating? I know it sounds ridiculous, but i've found that i've become far more self-destructive, depressed far more often, and just generally bleh lately. The thing is, I also feel happy at the same time. I'm really lucky actually and in theory have little to complain about. It's wierd. I'm just far less stable. (keep in mind, i'm NOT totally losing it, no worries! ). I made it through college and the first couple years after fine though. I guess it's like a revolution, you know, they don't occur when things are getting worse or are bad - they usually start when things are improving or are pretty good. Then the other side is weaker. Something's revolting here. Maybe i should start one of those journaly things instead of making everyone read this.