blindinglights7
The Fly
For Honor said:But when the consequences come around, that's when things really start to show.
That's the thing I don't get. I understand what you're saying anbout instant gratification. BUT, we all know there are going to be negative consequences. Yet we still put whatever it is off.
An example:
I am trying to do my homework as soon as I get home from school so I don't have to do it late at night. I know if I don't get it done early, I will go to bed very late. I will be sleep deprived and not feel or perform my best the next day (and usually the next, and the next...). But most of the time I will find stupid excuses why NOT to do my homework as soon as I get home. And, lets face it, a lot of the time I JUST DON'T WANT TO. So there is the instant gratification. But I know that the situation will just be made worse by putting it off. Time and time again though, I will put it off. I know the consequences and I hate dealing with them, but somehow I still want that instant gratification.
I'm really frustrated with myself right now. I'm figuring out that this kind of thing is one of my worst character flaws.